Being Brutally honest, is how it all started.

We were young, high school sweathearts. We were always up front and honest, it was like everything we as women were looking for. He turned me on in so many ways, being young we both were always horny we would have sex 3 or 4 times a day and it lasted over 1 hour everytime easily. No over exaggeration either. We would do it all over the place, in different positions. I didn’t notice at first since he was always hard and we would get right to it. I wasn’t feeling much and wasn’t having an orgasm which made me even more horny, I even thought when he stopped he had came, never saying otherwise either. At first I thought it was me, as if something was wrong with me to were I wasn’t having an orgasm or feeling much of anything period. My horny frustrations started to grow, so I wanted to try something different and have more forplay, he went down on me and omg I felt that and had an orgasm. When I went to return the favor, he was already hard but when I grabbed it, I had a sick feeling, didn’t know why he wasn’t my first and I have sucked before and never had a issue doing it. I guess I was also making a face because he asked me if I was ok? I said I didn’t know that I started to not feel good out of the blue. He said that he’s already hard that I didn’t need to do it if I didn’t feel comfortable. I got ok and said ok and pushed him down and rode him. Even though I came I was still super horny and frustrated. I was going to Dominguez college at the time and I was getting turned on by all the guys, that when I bumped into a guy, I wasn’t paying attention when I was reading my paper before class, he didn’t see me coming around the corner and we bumped into each other feeling his package on me, got me wet! I guess he could tell and started saying how sexy I was and help me up. He said man if I didn’t have a girl friend and shook his head, I said ( not realizing I was loud enough to hear lol) yeah same. He said well then that makes it a exception since we both have boyfriend and girlfriends. I smiled and he took my hand and went to his car and wow! I didn’t have a issue sucking his cock, and he made me orgasm 2 times before he came and oh did he cum! I felt it shooting in me which almost gave me another orgasm. So I went home and wanted to play with my boyfriend excited like yes! It’s not me so let’s try it now! 2 hours later nothing. Still got that sick feeling when I tried to suck it. So I had a long thought process about everything and my sexual frustration was becoming overwhelming. I was never one that was about size, I guess I thought I was just nervous for what ever reason and needed to just do it and I’ll be good, so I went for it when he was laying on the bed I grabbed it, I started to get the sick feeling again. I told myself it’s just my never I just need to do it to get over it and right when I went to put my mouth on his penis I threw up on it and him! I felt so bad! I cleaned him up and I just let him do his thing to get his at least, I owed him that. Well over 2 hours he was still going and I wasn’t feeling anything! Now I’m even more frustrated! I was like I don’t think I can keep doing on this and started to think about that one time with the guy and that’s when it hit me that he has to just be too small for me, which means if I stay with him this would be our sex life!? Way too frustrated for this, I told him to stop! I couldn’t do it anymore I’m sorry! I didn’t realize it was a issue but it is. I don’t feel you in me and I can’t orgasm so I’m just getting more and more frustrated! I’m sorry this isn’t going to work! He started to laugh! So I ????? Like what was funny? He said he thought it was just him! Because he didn’t feel anything either and couldn’t cum, saying he thought I was just too loose! Which made me laugh and was like no! Your just too small! Then he asked if that why you threw up on me? Because I’m small? And I was about to say NO! But I started to think about it, and realized it was! I guess I really didn’t like it because it was small and in a weird way it grossed me out. So we continued talking and he asked if I wanted to explore more and try a 3some? Being horny and sexual frustrated sounded so hot, so I said ok! We ended up meeting a guy off of yahoo, at a hotel room and it was so fun! And enjoyable all the way around. I was thinking that if we did things like this all the time that this could work! I wanted more! And he’s was all for it and finding guys to do more threesomes with. Which I noticed he would come super fast when another guy was in my ass or in same hole as him, and the guy would still be going because they didn’t cum yet. I was going to stop because I didn’t drama or have him felling some type of way. But he insisted that we keep going, so I told him if there’s something he doesn’t want me to do, to just say it and I wouldn’t or stop. He said no it was ok to keep going. So we did till he came in my mouth at the end lol. Then I realized I was late with my time of the month, and I was like how!? Or when?? I took a test and sure enough I was pregnant and I was in shock! It didn’t add up if he never was able to cum! I made a appointment to see my doctor and to confirm I was pregnant, and he told me around the time I would have conceived and when I was thinking back I was like yeah we didn’t start doing the 3some a till almost two weeks after that time. So how??? Then it hit me!! The one time guy from school! Omg! I knew he would know right away that it wasn’t his if he never came while having sex, so I prepared myself. I was already thinking about what I was going to do and go once I told him, I just knew he would flip out and that would be it. I didn’t even know the guys name that got me pregnant and haven’t seen him at school either. I got him and I was all prepared for the worse and he asked me what was wrong and asked if I was ok? Is shook my head and said I’m pregnant! And before I could say I’m sorry he grabbed me and hugged me! And I started to cry because I thought he thought it was his which means I have to tell him it’s not his which was already hard to say I was pregnant, I started crying more and said I’m sorry! He told me to stop it and don’t be sorry, it’s ok.. I started crying more and said no I am sorry because, and again he said stop it’s ok, saying he knows and will work it out. I said are you sure? He said yes I’m sure. He didn’t ask or want to know who or when. I was like wow! He’s willing to stay with me knowing I’m a huge slut and cheated on him which is how I got pregnant. It turned me on so much that he wanted to stay with me even though I was carrying another guys baby, that when we had sex I came just by thinking about that, and since I was feeling sexy and turned on and in control I thought it would be hot to make him wear a condom from now on since it’s not his pussy because he can’t cum from fucking me but other guys don’t have a issue and cum in me every time. Well that turned him on too, and even more so that I cheated on him and came home to have sex with him afterwards, wishing he would have known that I was full of another guy nut when he fucked me. He then asks me to do it again, have a one night stand then come home so he could fuck me afterwards again. Which was so hot! We both wanted more but this time I said I wanted to do this more often but I wanted him to eat me out first thing when I got back, before he would get to fuck me. He said ok! Which he continued to do and continued to try more and other things even after having the baby, I told him I needed to be careful because I would be really fertile. Then he asked me to marry him! I was so shocked like again why? I asked if he was serious? He said yes! I said well only if I could continue to be me, knowing I didnt like fucking him and rather not have to fuck him or have to do anything sexual with him at anytime. Which would also mean I wouldn’t have any kids by him and didn’t want him to even ask me to later on. Being honest and upfront I told him I honestly think you little shrimp is disgusting, and I couldn’t ever see myself having a boy that would have a tiny shrimp dick either, just can’t do it. That if he wasn’t ok with that, I understood and would understand if he wanted to go his own way and not waste his time with me knowing he wouldn’t ever have a off spring with me. He said he understood and wanted to marry me for me and he would raise any baby I had regardless of race or color. That he loved me for me and my babies are half me and he would love them as if the were really his. So I said yes and we got married in Vegas !