Hello Ed,
My lover and I are attached, but not to each other. We have been friends for 20+years. We have shared fantasies about sex with another man ( often this involves a former boyfriend of hers). We are wondering how to take the initial step and how to find a man or men we can experience an encounter with. She is a beautiful woman of Indian descent. I am a white male. She wants a big cock again ( like her previous boyfriend’s). I want to watch, join in and feel a sense of inadequacy, even humiliation.