Love makes being a cuck and this lifestyle so much more erotic. its something you both do together and share. Plus from my experience my husband enjoys watching the woman he loves get fucked in front of him and he says he has come to love that feeling of being hurt inside yet bursting with lust all at the same time. He wouldnt feel the hurt without the love. Not the same for everybody obv, but thats how it is with us. imo, without love this wouldn’t be the same. Just offering my opinion. good luck btw. I’m sure finding companionship in this lifestyle is very hard. I couldn’t imagine being in a normal relationship anymore.