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I rarely come across stories like ours online, so I’m uncertain how common they are. In our relationship, it was my wife who brought up cuckolding. It feels as though she was initially driven by a wish to cheat on me, yet there’s no denying she was the one who completely initiated it. I was against the idea and still grapple with a mess of emotions—arousal included. She insists she has read every word on this site, and I believe her; I once saw stacks of printed pages she had stapled together. I’m simply curious whether other husbands experienced their wives setting the pace in this way.