Older Couple Rediscovering Something

Hello all.

It has been some time, indeed many years since I last made a post here. We used to be a cuckold couple many years ago and we had some great years in the lifestyle. Life catches up with you and grandkids come along and maybe it’s time to be more….responsible. My wife had some serious health issues which resulted in major surgery and her becoming disabled for a time. This we realised made it impossible to carry on with our adventures and we became a semi retired mature couple. I might add that she also had some serious scarring and distended tissue damage which would never go away. This affects her confidence and I had to admit, that this was likely the end of our play times. I might add that we were also a swinging couple before cuckolding and had some incredible times in that lifestyle too. It was during swinging experiences that we stumbled across cuckolding and realised just how powerful the concept was and I realised that the emotions and feelings I experienced whilst being cuckolded was unequalled. Nothing can compare to the experience. My wife had some really good boyfriends for a few years and she would see them with or without me present, with or without me knowing about it. I would find out eventually of course, like when I got home from work to find them in bed…or maybe a text from her telling me they were out and maybe they would come back later…maybe not. This worked brilliantly for a few years. However, age crept up on us and here we are.
We spent many years in the mature and reserved life, even though the cuckold in me remained below the surface and when I read or thought about being cuckolded then I would still become very aroused. We still have sex occasionally but this is very seldom and I hate to admit it but I let it fade. Preferring a self gratifying moment to time with my wife. We both lost some weight recently and both became semi retired giving us some more personal time. A few days ago we found our selves in bed and surprised ourselves with a pretty good lovemaking session resulting in us lying in bed breathless. I had consumed quite a lot of alcohol and this prevented me from coming which meant after I had regained my breath I was up for more fun. My wife pushed me away and immediately fell asleep, leaving me with an erection and a little frustrated. This awoke some deep desires and I fell asleep thinking about the past.

Adventure before dementia.
I discussed it with the wifey and mentioned a guy we used to see. Now that she has lost some weight, she does have a little more confidence and we talked about her trying on some of her older lingerie to see if she could hide the scarring on her tummy. Long story short yes this would work and she is now texting with her old lover and I am hoping…hoping with all my heart that they can see each other again. From this moment on I am instantly denied to touch myself and I am only allowed the ruined orgasm which my wife will give to me to keep me high and frustrated beyond belief.
She knows that being a cuckold makes me a better husband to her and she also knows she can twist me round her little finger. I like the way I am when cuckolded. I like that I see her in a whole new light. She becomes my goddess and \I cant wait to have just a few more adventures.

Bob