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cuckmatt
I seem to be quite stuck in the “Getting Started” portal of the forum, here on CM.I but rather here than not. Things went off the boil and into cold storage for a while, so to speak. Work commitments, children being of an age where they are surprisingly more alert to certain things than you would like them to be etc. But here we are. The cuckold ornament on the shelf, taken down and at least dusted off, if not brought fully into play yet.
Today, we’re at 11 weeks of me being locked in a chastity device but normally my wife’s interest has waned before this point and it’s all done and dusted. But here we are. Almost equalling my longest duration.
A little under a month ago, (the start of her monthly cycle and horniest part of her cycle) some intense teasing and edging was occurring and it went on for several days. During that time, some promises were made by both of us. Promises of rewards for each other. My reward for taking a good pegging AND ejaculating whilst caged (next weekend) will be my wife finding another man to fuck……. and one that would be happy to have me get him hard with my mouth. Her reward would be seeing me with a man in my mouth! The hotel pegging session has been arranged and the nice hotel booked. I’m quite confident that I’ll take her strap-on OK and that she’ll be able to peg the cum out of me. Arousal levels are off the charts. What I’m not so confident about is her strength of patience. She could peg the living shit out of me and regardless of the outcome, call time on the chastity play because it’s generally not fun for her and she herself has submissive tendencies that need scratching.
So it could go either way. I could be unlocked next weekend or I could still be locked throughout September and possibly October, during which time, my wife will be trying to procure a man to satisfy her and to break through what was my ultimate hard limit. And who knows. If things go as promised and she sees me cuming from anal stimulation and then sees me get comfortable with a cock in my mouth, she may see me sexually as anything but a man and make the cuckold thing a more regular/permenant fixture in our lives. Over to last few years, whilst my wife’s kink side has been rarely seen or heard of, mine never really waned. I was able to keep a lid on it to enough of a degree that my better half wouldn’t feel any pressure to oblige me but along with my usual thoughts (obsession) and compulsions to check in on BDSMLR, Literotica and Pornhub etc, my Kink persuasions have evolved a little from when I first came across this site.
Along with the cuckold, chastity, humiliation, cross dressing elements, I have found myself becoming more open to the idea of at least performing fluffing duties for my wife and any prospective man that we find ourselves interacting with. For such a long time, cream pie activities were very much a hard limit for me. I did experience it once but it wasn’t the full experience. My wife had been to the bathroom before I got to her and then again, in the very early stages of this chastity cycle, I accidentally released (and ruined) inside of my wife during an edging session, after being told of the repercussions for such a transgression but I didn’t hesitate to do her bidding. I can’t tell you how hard it has been to not ruin my orgasm and eagerly go down clean my own mess up. I just seem to have a new found desire or resolve to clean semen from my wife, regardless of who deposits it! I’ve managed to refrain though and that had meant that my desire to please in ANY way had only gone up and up and up! Add to this that when I have been viewing porn, my focus is on generally on the woman’s pleasure but almost equally on the lover’s/bull’s/boyfriend’s penis and how it looks, before, during and after. The big ones transfix me. And with this mindset, I was easily able to promise my wife that I would bring one of her biggest fantasies to life by sucking a cock. It’s like I have brainwashed myself.
Anyway, it will be no small task finding that kind of man though. She’s not going to want to settle for a munter that doesn’t mind the gender of the mouth that’s servicing his cock. He’s going to have to have something about him visually and he’s going to have to stimulate her mind and know his way around a woman’s body! “Needle in a haystack” springs to mind!
But for me, that would be utopia. Cucked, locked and forced bi-sexual with a little feminization sprinkled in.
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Jeremie
That is hot – I like the idea of being conditioned into liking to suck cock by progressive steps and connecting it to rewards and stimulation.
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Anonymous
Sounds like you are prepared for what ever cums your way. Remember if he cums in your mouth, swallow and lick him clean. If he cums in your wife then you should clean both.
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cuckmatt
Well Jeremie and Geoff, that opportunity sailed when my other half decided that we’re better off in a vanilla set-up. I should have known that that she wouldn’t want to go through with the fantasy of hers. I give up now and 100% believe that anything involving a 3rd party, is strictly off the table. My teddy is well and truly out of the cot.
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Cathy & Jerry
Don’t give up. Just give her time to get into those thoughts again. Work on her gently, don’t push your “agenda” on her. Start her off slowly by asking her to dress sexy for you when you go out. Let her see that men take notice of her, she’ll eventually start to wonder what it would be like to have a nice big cock in her. She’ll keep it to herself, make herself horny thinking about it, then one day she might shock you when she tells you she wants to try it out. Good luck, we’re all rooting for you to finally be a true cuckold! 🙂
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cuckmatt
Hi Cathy and Jerry. The ups and downs keep on coming and right now we’re on an upward trajectory it seems. To cut a long story short, my wife has now assumed full control of me. To all intents and purposes, we’re living an FLR lifestyle. Not absolutely rigid but my wife is definitely in charge.
We had a little weekend break away recently and there was much talk and confessing. It turns out that my wife has started a conversation with an acquaintance and he seems to be responding in the right manner. I am of course encouraging her and providing any needed support. It’s very early days yet so I’m not counting my chickens. During these talks, I did say to my wife that should she choose to go down the path, I’d support any decision she made but I also told her that I think it’d be better for us if a relationship could be developed with this guy. For health and trust reasons.
He has invited us both to his home but as yet, an official response from my wife is yet to come. I’m hoping that she responds to the invite affirmatively, so that I can get a measure of him also. At this stage, he could be an experienced Bull and is inviting us both so that he can get a measure of our marriage and relationship. On the other hand, it could be a strictly platonic invite. We’ll see I guess. But there has been a little flirt going back and forth so I’m hoping that if we go, I’m invited for the first set of reasons. Again though, I’m not counting anything this early on.
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Cathy & Jerry
Cuckmat You’re on the right track, let her do the “leading” and things will work the way you want it to. When you’re with your friend, watch the body language between him and your wife and when it seems that they are being quite friendly with each other, excuse yourself and say you need to go to the washroom or if it’s possible, tell them you need to make a run to the store for something you forgot to bring (figure out what that would be lol) then leave them to talk more freely with each other, you might arrive back to discover that they have moved to a more comfortable place to chat or better. Good luck, keep us updated please 🙂
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cuckmatt
Thanks Cathy and Jerry. I appreciate the input. It’s a wait & see game now. Keep everything crossed for us and just maybe he could be the one to convert any sceptism in my wife.
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cuckmatt
Things are moving along nicely! My wife and Connor have set a date for hooking up. Friday 11th at his place. They’re likely to go for a drink and something to eat firstly but there’s no confusion about what my wife is seeking. And for the first time in all our adventures into this realm, she’s really looking forward to it. It turns out that she’s had her eye on him since well before Christmas, but didn’t want to say anything until she thought that she had a chance with the guy.
A lot of her excitement surrounds the fact that they know each other and really get on well. I just hope that he knows how to treat a woman when it comes to physical pleasure. My cage is tightening as I type this!
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Cathy & Jerry
We’re keeping our fingers crossed (but not legs lol) that he treats her good and finally turns you into a full fledged cuckold. You’ll no longer have to imaging a nice cock inside of your lovely wife, it’ll be a reality that the two of you will never want to end. Please keep us posted! 🙂
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motley
We are all rooting for you both, hoping that your bride and Connor hit it off and finally make you a cuckold/hot wife couple. i hope that she’s keeps you caged so that Connor has a clean horny date.
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cuckmatt
Hi Cathy and Jerry. Thanks for your encouraging best wishes and I certainly will do. My wife is getting quite excited about the prospect and I told her that her excitement excites me, which it does. She’s already confident that conversation will flow and that she knows that he’s on a level that will stimulate her mind. I pray that he is the total package and that he can be a regular FWB at the very least.
We are still trying to decide if she wants me to drop her off and pick her up, or if she will make the drive herself and potentially stay over night. Condoms are to picked up as my wife hasn’t been on birth control for some time now. She has ordered a new dress that is in a casual but smart style. It’s not too long ago that I bought her some nice lingerie so we’re almost set already.
The days between are going to drag!
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cuckmatt
Thanks Motley. The sentiments are very welcome!
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cuckmatt
Marvellous isn’t it. I’m not on here for years at a time and then I’m seemingly spamming this thread on the daily, this time around! What’s new? My wife’s levels of excitement for sure!
We’ve been discussing safe sex and we’re both in agreement that it’s a must. Condoms will be required. I thought that that would be enough but it seems not. I had a vasectomy 11 years ago and my wife has had her contraceptive coil out for about the same time, but she’s been thinking that condoms are not always guaranteed or risk free so to double down, she’s just ordered the contraceptive pill for the short term…….for now! Now if I know my wife, when the time comes, the moment could easily get the better of her and the condom part could bite the bullet. Hopefully not, but it is a possibility and when I say that she is excited, she is EXCITED!!
Who knows. If he comes up with goods in terms of performance, and the prospect of repeating the meeting becomes realistic, maybe the condoms will be ditched in favour of bare sex? So long as there’s exclusivity between them, I’d be happy for them to go bare together. But that’s a ways down the line as yet and not a given.
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cuckmatt
A little update on proceedings. I was told yesterday by my wife that she was feeling “needy” and that she needed to have me inside her. Lucky me! Edging inside my wife is the by far the nicest kind of edging so that was great yo look forward to. So asked her if I could be released from my device for shaving and cleaning, which was allowed.
It had been a lazy Sunday and while I was out with our youngest at skateboarding lessons, my wife busied herself around the house and the internet. If there’s one thing my wife is superb at, it’s intenet stalking. My wife had decided to do some digging into her date for this coming Friday night. As I mentioned previously, they are acquaintances through work but that’s the extent of their knowledge of one and other. The guy is in the entertainment business. An agent of sorts, but he also does entertaining himself as singer. My wife found out that he changed his name by deed poll a few years ago. His birth name really lacked any wow factor. It was also discovered that he was a Stripper in a past life too. When I was told this, my mind immediately went to his cock and I said to my wife, that in all liklihood, he’s likely to have a good sized cock. I don’t think average cocks would cut it in the Stripping game. My wife agreed and said to me, “trust you to think about his cock!” We both laughed about that.
But what we did agree on, was that as a result of having been on the fringe of the sex industry, he’s likely to have an open mind about being the 3rd wheel in a marriage and it’s a fair assumption that he’s fairly confident about himself. All good points for a bull/lover/boyfriend of a cuckoldress.
So later on in bed during our “sex”, the subject of her date came up pretty quickly and we talked about how if the sex was good or better, and they both wanted it, they should go back for more, and for my money, on a regular basis.We also discussed my orgasm control. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned on here at any time but when I have had “full orgasms”, they’ve been a lot less than lacklustre and as a result, I much prefer to just edge or be edge. Not only does it feel better for me, but it keeps me I a good frame of mind and makes me a better husband. Having a chastity device on also helps to remind me that my dick belongs to my wife and if I wanted to, I shouldn’t play with it without her prior consent. But I digress. We talked about never letting me cum again. Full or ruined and the health aspects to such a thing. I explained that there’s a info out there about males releasing in some way on a routine basis to ensure prostate health but as far as hard, medical research, I hadn’t seen anything. I told her that wet dreams are a thing and are probably nature’s way of having a clear-out. They’re probably not so pleasant in a chastity cage but if it has to come out, it has to come out.
Anyway. I’ve bored you enough for now. Thanks for reading this and I’m REALLY looking forward to being CuckMatt in literal terms, very soon!
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cuckmatt
We’re a little over 24hrs away from my wife’s date night and my mind doesn’t drift far from that fact. Last night my stopped over at a hotel that was hosting a business networking event. It was getting on in time so I tried calling her. It rang a few times and then I got the divert tone. She messaged me back a few minutes later but it left my mind racing. I messaged again this morning and here’s what was said……
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Cathy & Jerry
We look forward to hearing about your lovely wife finally getting a much nicer cock deep inside of her. If she really likes him and wants him regularly maybe she’ll go back on birth control measures and let him bare inside of her. You’ll know she’s accepted him completely when she wants his sperm inside of her – so perfect and as it should be!!
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cuckmatt
Hi Cathy & Jerry,
Thanks for the sentiments. I hope it is a better cock and that hits ALL the right spots. As for birth control, she’s already said that if this is a successful coupling and a couple following couplings go well, she will likely be going to the Family Planning clinic and having the Coil put back in. That excites me like you wouldn’t believe.
Her own words to me last night were, “I’ve never felt this way before” about meeting a guy. I really think she’s serious about cuckolding me this time. Good and proper too!
Hopefully tomorrow I will be writing in the forum Success Stories.
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cuckmatt
Here’s what I’ve just sent to my wife as she travels to her date. The first forwarded message was meet location sent by her date to her.
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TransStar
Hope all went well last night!
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cuckmatt
Hi TransStar. I’m almost done composing a post for the Success Stories forum so keep your eyes peeled for that. I’m so happy!!
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Cathy & Jerry
We’ll all be waiting for that post lol. Don’t keep us in suspense 🙂
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cuckmatt
Hi Cathy & Jerry. Please see the thread Winning Combination in the Success Stories forum.
I got your message also. I will reply in due course. Thanks.
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