SWM 51 in Vegas, seriously seeks insatibale WOMAN for real LTR

I am a SWM aged 52, not handsome nor cute, but not ugly either. I have a slim build, am 5′ 10 and weigh about 160, brown bedroom eyes, light brown hair. I live a simple easy going lifestyle, drama-less, as much as I can.
Are you living two different lives? Do you present yourself in one light for family, friends and co-workers. Appear to be all together, easy going and happy? Do you also have another side to life (even if hidden) where you have a very deep aching need and want for the attention and the pleasure provided by men? I know out there somewhere, whether admittedly or not, there are women who absolutely love the pleasing that comes from a MAN and yes variety matters!
At the same time, you wish and at times long for a man, one man with whom you can emotionally be tied too for understanding, acceptance and love. Yet, you restrain yourself from looking for one partner, because your other side has needs so strong, too strong to suppress. You “need” the absolute pleasure sexual attention provides you so much so; you dismiss the possibility of a loving caring relationship with one man.
I submit that we should, at the very least, chat. I know there are men, such as myself, who longs for such a woman as you — yes is true. I for one, strongly desire a woman who needs one for love and relationship, sharing and closeness, yet needs and craves and aches for the attention many men provide! I want to be your partner, accepting, understanding and yes, even encouraging you in your needs and wants.
I want to be the one you come home to, the one who kisses you good morning and good night, the one who holds your hand, and the one you cuddle with. The one to accompany you to outings, company functions, family get togethers and such. I also want to be the one who encourages the other side of you.
Let you and I together search for and find your lovers, let me prepare you for a night of special attention, I would bathe you, shave you, trim you, dress you and make my partner presentable for her pleasure provider of the evening. I’ll greet him, escort him to our room and give you to him for the evening.
He will please you on levels I cannot, deeper, wider, longer. Afterwards, as he prepares to leave, I will hold you close, feeling you tremble and shiver in the after pleasure, I’ll caress you, kiss you, whisper how awesome it is to be free to be so so very satisfied. The fall asleep in one another’s arms, to start the day again as a couple.
If this intrigues you, if this touches on something you “know” is real, if this is a lifestyle you desire, want or have had and need again. . . drop me a note and let’s discuss this at length. No pressures, no names, just share and see what we might hold together.
Will share a photo, when you are comfortable, discretion assured!