Reply To: Starting to first explore my sexual inferiority

I realized I was inferior and a bit of a submissive from the very beginning of our marriage. My cock is a little below average in size and I have never been able to last more than a minute before cumming. This was not very satisfying for my wife and we had very candid and honest conversations about it as newlyweds. I encouraged her to find lovers but only asked that I get to meet them and have a vote on whether she had sex with them or not. So for 40 years I can honestly say I’ve met every lover – and in most instances have eaten dinner or had drinks with them. Her rule is that she doesn’t want me to be in the same bedroom when she was having sex. And that’s a rule we haven’t broken – though I’ve listened to her having sex and seen her flirting, kissing, and fondling her lover in public and even a few times in our hotel suite while I watched tv. Most of her lovers were dominant – but very polite and understanding. I have never been tempted to be intimate with any of them.