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DD22
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    Jenn and I had a heart to heart talk last night. No drinking so we could keep clear heads. Although her UTI and yeast infection are almost 100% clear we agreed no sexual activities last night. Truthfully I was ok with that after the show we put on for her. I told her I really do not enjoy sucking Wayne and that he’s not a fan either but we did it to please her and he and I do not want this to be a regular thing. She smiled said thanks and ok. We sat in bed in silence for a while after that. I held her left hand and touched her ring finger. The whiter skin where her ring used to be still showed. She clenched her hand and turned red in the face.
    “I’m sorry Dave. Wayne asked me to give him my wedding ring while he stays with us and I took it off without thinking. I miss wearing it but at the same time it feels better being with Wayne not wearing it. Remember when we fantasized about being ‘owned’ you were the one who thought of me giving it up. You can’t be made at me. It was your idea.”
    “ok I know but sometimes this is just too intense. I miss being with you”
    “We are here together right now.”
    “Yes but you know what I mean Jenn”
    “Dave you have been so good about Wayne and me. Please don’t make this harder on yourself or me and Wayne”
    I breathed deep. Jenn has been my wife for decades and we dated in our late teens. We were always the cute couple at social events and although my sex drive was much higher than her’s we found a good balance over the years. I didn’t realize her deep sexual appetite until her first dates with Wayne. We had tried swinging before him but Jenn just couldn’t get into it and found the guys not up to her standards. That 3rd date night a few years ago when they went bareback was just a hint of her vixen personality. I think I wrote about that in an early journal entry.
    “Jenn what the hell am I supposed to do?” I was getting angry now. “You’re with him most every night and you’ve told me more than once how I haven’t been able to please you in bed. You’re having hours of intense sex with Wayne while ever since we started having sex you were done as soon as I came. You did it so many times while I was gone you got a UTI. What the fuck!” I was really getting pissed.
    She took her hand from mine and crossed her arms. “This was your idea!! You wanted to see me with other guys even though I said I didn’t. You pushed me into this! Now that I’m satisfied and happy you want me to end this? If you’re upset about the ring then I’ll tell Wayne I want it back to wear. Would that make you happy?” She was on the verge of tears.
    “Do what you want Jenn. You gave the ring to Wayne. We agreed to be owned so I guess it’s up to you and him. It’s just a symbol of our marriage…” I trailed off.
    “Yes but now that’s changed and I want to have a deeper bond with Wayne. This is not just a game anymore. I warned you early on when we started swinging that I was concerned I would fall in love with another man and you laughed at me!” Listen to me, I want Wayne in my life and I want you too. You guys give me so much that you can’t individually. Wayne makes me feel like a sexy woman and you are my touchstone and best friend forever. This new to all of us and with time it will feel natural. I’ve read up on the cuckold lifestyle and this seems like a normal phase you’re going through. You can’t deny it anymore and you’ve got to work through the anger to get to acceptance. How can we help you get there?”
    She seemed genuine in her concern and willingness to help me. Her hand went to my crotch but I asked her not to. I wasn’t going to be seduced to forget we need to clear this up.
    “I want more time with you. I want you to help me please you sexually. I didn’t realize how you just accepted my inadequacies all this time. I love you and don’t want to loose you.”
    Jenn smiled and kissed me.
    “I have some ideas. Let me talk with Wayne tomorrow and see what we can come up with. He does like you and I think with more times this new poly relationship could be amazing for all of us.”
    She took off her shirt knowing that I would likely end the talk now that her boobs were on display. She was right. My mind shifted and she had me lay down. My pants now off she oiled my penis and silently pumped me slowly until I came. She wiped me off and we fell asleep.
    This morning she had the day off. They are talking upstairs about me now. I’ve lost her in some ways but have gained something too. I just haven’t figured out what it is fully yet.