Reply To: Her lover move in during quarantine

To answer some questions and concerns from those following my situation:
Wayne had a vasectomy years ago as did I. No risk of pregnancy and the thought of Jenn being pregnant from Wayne is not anything the 3 of us want.
yes, we took a risk in realizing our deep mutual desire to be ‘owned’. It has been beyond our expectations and surpassed all of our kinky pillow talk.
Jenn had me come on her belly because only Wayne is allowed to ejaculate into her. I respect that restriction. Just happy I got to be inside her. I know I don’t satisfy her sexually (as I found out I really never did). Wayne exposed her to physical and emotion highs I am incapable of and that is something I must accept. I love her and wish her all the happiness and joy possible even if I’m not the one bringing it. Acceptance like I said earlier has come and replaced dark feelings.
Jenn and I will be somewhat adrift when Wayne leaves. I know we’ll have challenges and I’ll need to devote more of myself to show Jenn my love without expectations. Sure, I’ll by her flowers and write notes but a part of her is gone from me and belongs to her lover.
This morning Wayne mentioned that he and Jenn were planning on getting together regularly and he is looking into having her work for his company and likely travel internationally with him. Today I found out he was promoted to COO of his company while staying with us. I don’t know the details but she’ll would work from home and go to the office a few times a month for in person meetings.
During the next few days I’m going to do my best to leave them be and at their service. I’ve made a nice dinner for them and set the table with fresh wild flowers. Table for two as I do chores outside. Bad weather coming this weekend.