Reply To: Her lover move in during quarantine

I think it’s been 10 or 11 days since I last journaled here. Things have changed a lot in my life and this may be my last update. I’m shook up but stabilizing; thank you to those who have expressed their concerns.
I’m not going to write as graphically as I have for brevity. It takes a lot out of me emotionally to rehash these past week’s rollercoaster ride.
Gordon showed up and Wayne greeted him outside. They both looked the part of ex military: tall, fit,handsome, and imposing. Jenn was instructed by Wayne to wear a sports bra and tight shorts as he wanted to show her off. She and I were on the front porch when they come up to the house. Gordon shook my hand and was happy to meet me but then went to Jenn and gave her a hug and squeezed her butt cheeks. Wayne smiled at me and winked. Small talk and then Gordon asked to freshen up and shower. I provided towels and lead him to what was my shower in the master bathroom. He asked for a drink and I went to pour him one. When I came back he was lathered up. I opened the glass door and handed it to him. His body was lean and defined like Waynes. No body hair and his head was shaved shiny bald. The darkest uniform skin I’ve ever seen. His cock was huge and hung down mid thigh. Embarrassed and feeling inadequate I left him alone.
Wayne and Jenn were still on the porch giggling. Wayne had me make the drinks and then Wayne told me that he and Jenn decided her first time with a black guy should be a private experience for her. My heart and stomach dropped. I hoped to watch. Jenn got up and kissed my cheek, took her drink and went to the bedroom. She closed the door.
Wayne and I stayed on the porch silent sipping our drinks.
An hour or so later Gordon came out wearing just his underwear.
Have to sign off now. More later.