Re: Should I go to next level?

Thank you for your response.  I’ll start first by clearing the air in using the word trysts.  I use that vs. dating as I’m not really dating anyone guy.  I like to meet them someplace quite for more or less a interview.  If they are who they say they are and I’m comfortable with them I’ll take our date up to the next level of a long dinner type evening.  If that gose well I’ll add them to my book of possible pleasure givers and move on to the next.  Only a very few times have I let down my guard and gone further.

Regardless I inform my husband usually the next day either by phone, text or e-mail of the date and the guy in question.  I try to give him the details as best I can and the same with him to me.  Since the building and posting of my web-site I’ve come to love everything it has brought me.  My husband as been a coach and sometimes a editor of my self taken photos.  As you said he wants to share me, but is he really ready to share me, watch me, be there with me?

This is where the problem comes in as I feel I’m ready and I want to be shared by others.  I need to find a way to tell my husband and have him part of this experience.  I need to be sure he is ready for this and we can enjoy this both together.  As to who’s the Dom in this I guess it’s become me by telling my fans, customers what and when they can see me and the sex acts I’ll do for them.

On the other hand I could say it’s my husband since he’s the one who got me started on internet porn and help build up what I have going today.

So if you can provide any more insite in this sorted mess then bless feel free to do so.  As for options what are you offering?

Thank Mary.