All so new, yet sooo exciting….

Well hey there, and as I’m here, I may as well put it out there.

I am in a new relationship, it is a very sexually charged one, and one that is exciting me more than any other I have had in the past. I am in my 40’s, libido dwindling and met a guy 10 years younger and our sexual chemistry is off the charts.

We begun to discuss likes and dislikes in and out of the bedroom, in more than out, and because I feel so comfortable with him sexually, I admitted I am totally submissive. This suits him because he is a Dom. Now I am alpha female all day long; in business, at home etc, etc. So when he explained to me further about his cuckhold fantasy, I was ‘WOW’, really, ok. You see, I love to be tied up and told what to do. I am into gentle restraints and word play, being teased, denied, slapped and told what to do, I want to please my man as that excites me the most.

My lover is not a sissy at all, he is the dom, he wants to tie me and watch someone he chooses use me before he enters me and uses me for his own pleasure and I am more, way more than happy with that. Although I have certain boundaries too. My boundaries are that I never want to see the man who has been chosen to fuck me before he does. I never want to be kissed or touched physically in any way by said man, unless penetratively. Said man has to use a condom, there is no way any other is ejaculating inside me other than my man, and after when I am with my man, nobody is allowed to be present. So there would be no ‘cleaning up’ after involved whatsoever.

I don’t think that is too much to ask.

And I don’t believe that cuckhold means the man is a whimp or sissy, I believe the opposite is true. Having such ultimate trust in your everyday other to be able to express your deepest sexual desires with them makes them real men. Then to allow those sexual desires to play out with others is a true mark of trust and hoInesty.

He has no idea I have been researching cuckhold, but I will tell him about my post when I see him tomorrow, and maybe, just maybe you will see the both of us here soon.

Alex xxx