Cocky Bull ?

My wife started cuckolding me after only a few months of marriage and it was a joint decision, I only have a small penis and I knew I couldn’t satisfy her in bed, so it seemed the obvious thing for us to do.
She now has a boyfriend who she couples with and she is exclusive to him. To the point that I don’t even see her naked, she wears a bra and panties when she sleeps with me and the angst that I feel, knowing that she’s nude with him and clothed with me is exciting to me.
Knowing that she is exclusive to him and never with me is a mixed feeling of lust and jealousy but as a cuck husband, we have to accept these feelings. Our main goal is for our wife to have an enjoyable sex life.
Her boyfriend has never been too dominant with me but he made it clear that he calls the shots when it comes to my wife.
It’s been almost two years since I have seen her naked or touched her and I still have those emotions when she’s with him or just talking to him over the phone.
They are in love with each other and that is a beautiful thing to see develop over time but I know that she still needs me in her life and we will always be married and have a normal healthy married life, apart from sex.
Use those emotions that you feel and turn them into positive things bud, like, how hot it makes you feel when he’s coupling with her and things like that.
email me if you want to talk in private, I will do all I can to help you.
Thanks Gary

What is your power dynamic with your wife? i.e. Are you totally submissive and into being denied and humiliated? Are you actually controlling her for your own voyeuristic pleasure? Or are you and your wife supposed to be doing this for mutual pleasure and satisfaction? And are you turned on by the fear/jealousy/angst caused by the Bull or are you actually being hurt emotionally?

Those are questions you need to ask yourself and when you think you know your own answer, ask your your wife.

There is a frame of mind a woman gets into when she is submissive and the more the Bull controls her the deeper she gets into it and finds it hard to say no. It sounds like he is being sadistic with you (and her, but she likes it.) So the longer it goes the deeper she will get into it until something happens to break the spell, usually him finally taking it too far and hurting her in some way or a crisis happening. But that could be a long time down the road. I have no interest in fucking a man but it is fun to control the woman who controls, or at least influences him.

On the other hand, he may think that you like the denial game and he may be trying to make you a happy hubby. He could be watching you to see you enjoying your denial angst and that may turn him on more… Have you talked to him about it? Or your wife?

So as a bull, I have not been in your shoes but my thought is you should tell your wife how you feel. She could ignore your feelings or she could talk to the Bull… or you could talk to him when they are not fucking and ask him why he stares at you or does things you have been denied – is he feeding your cucky angst and his own ego for mutual pleasure or just his own ego? You might be surprised and find out he thinks he is doing a service to you. If he is just being nasty, then that is something to discuss with your wife. She may need to stand back and look at his behavior. If he is not taking both of your feelings into consideration then she may need to reconsider her lust for him vs. your mutual happiness.

I get why he does not want her to fuck around with others (and yes, it came from him either directly or as a hint she latched onto). 1- STDs, no matter how safe you think you are there are mistakes. 2- control. If her mind is on him then he has more and tighter control. 3- she won’t happen on someone better than him by accident. 4- it’s a power game and ego booster. I bet he is not limited to just your wife. 5- STDs … again.

Also, your wife not being naked and having sex with your might be simply that she does not find you attractive physically. After I asked about her husbands sexual activity and possible affairs a few times she told em that she stopped having sex with him. She did not find him attractive (fat and lazy in bed) and cutting him off was easy – simply don’t respond to feeble hints. She flat out says she is mine. On the other hand, after a year of wanting to get away from him so we could be together more she realized that she did love him. They had a long history together, a family, he was a good provider and he didn’t track her activity. So she has the best of all worlds – me as her Dom and Bull, time for her hobbies, and her family life.

Im in a true “Hotwife” marriage so that’s where I’m coming from.
My Hotwife does have a Bull who fucks her without me present and she does have deep feelings for him.
This turns me on and adds to our marriage. My advice to you is if a activity increases your sexual gratification and your wife’s then thats a positive. If a activity increases your love and bond for each other then thats a positive. If anything her Bull does or she does harms or decreases your lust or love for each other then I think thats a negative and should stop immediately.
Why else are you doing the Cuckold lifestyle ?

Great to hear about your progress and glad I could help. Communication is key in any relationship. Also, you may be submissive to your wife or bull or both but it’s OK for a bottom/sub/slave to make an occasional request. A good Dom/Domme will listen, file it and eventually grant it.

My sub occasionally asks for something. I may have a whole caning scene planned and she says “I had a rough day, can we just cuddle?” and poof, we cuddle for foreplay. I may be a Dom but I try not to be stupid… we all have to get something from the relationship. I bet that if you asked your wife nicely she might even sleep naked with you once in a while. Or let you run your hands over her body… say in a whole body massage. Read up on massage technique and anatomy. You can even massage tits.