Leading up-to marriage

I want someone who would truely and geuinely love me forever and connect with me emotionally and mentaly, who is blunt and honest and hates playing mind hames and put everything on the table.

I would love to understand and love her foever and explore everything the world has to offer. Love life to the fullest, someone who is assertive and independent, I want her pririoties to come first before mine and want her to be pleased in every single way and love her for who she is.

A women that I can be loyal to her and only her till the end of times.Btw I’m a cuck