My Road to Realizing I am a Cuckold

We had been high school sweethearts. She told me I was the first but a couple of others said they had had sex with her but high school boys brag and she denied it. When we were first married I would watch her pussy grip my cock and the folds would pull out as I did on each stroke. One day it was looser and didn’t do that. I asked her what happened and she denied doing anything. Years later, I found out she was having an affair with my best friend who was hung like a donkey.

We went back to grad school. We got involved in a swapping arrangement with our next door neighbors. It was initiated by my wife. The other husband was better endowed than me. His wife was flat chested not even an A cup vs my wife’s G cups at the time. My wife and her husband would tell us we were good matches. They were well endowed and we were poorly endowed so it was right for them to be together.

That lasted most of the year until we graduated. We moved to St. Louis and I went back to the school to finish my research. When I returned to St. Louis, she wanted me to meet this other man. I wasn’t thrilled. He had a very dominant attitude. She had a job that allowed her to work from home one day a week from home. I knew she was seeing him but she denied there was anything sexual going on. There were signs like semen stains on her panties After four months, I caught them in bed together.

That night she admitted they had sex but this was the first time. After I told her about finding semen stained panties for some time and showed her a pair, she finally admitted they had been having sex for months.

She proceeded to really humilated me. She told me that if she had had more sexual experience she would have never married a man with a little dick like mine. She said after they started having sex she could barely feel me when we had sex. She said I could never satisfy her. Then, she said she loved me and didn’t want me to leave. She said she would stop seeing him.

I found that that she was still seeing him. I found that I would get incontrollable erections when I knew they were together. I started masturbating to the thoughts of their sexual encounters. She had described how big his cock was . She said the head was much bigger than the shaft. She could barely get the head in her mouth let alone any more. She said she would wrap her tits around his cock and suck the head. She said she couldn’t get her hand around the shaft and it was longer than both hands. She told me he would tease her with just the head until she begged for it enough. Then he would slam it into her all the way. She said that would make her soak the bed. She rarely squirted with me. I was so afraid that I could never get another woman I was afraid to leave.

I found myself wanting to witness this but she wouldn’t let me. Then one day he came over to our house. He took her back to our bedroom. He told me I had to stay in the living room. I heard her telling him that they couldn’t do it with me here. I heard a couple of sighs and moans. I carefully walked down the hall. He was kissing her. One hand was on her breast outside of her blouse. The other was rubbing her through her skirt. Then he went under her blouse and rubbed her breasts with both hands. He reached around and unclasped the bra. When he kept kissing her and playing with her bare tits, all resistance ended. She laid back on the bed and watched him undress. His cock was huge. I had never seen one that big. He knelt between her legs and stripped her. Then he started rubbing that huge head on her clit and asking her what she wanted. She whispered , I want you to fuck me.” He kept rubbing it on her clit and said, “Say it louder.” she said it in a normal voice. He said he wanted her to shout it so I could hear. she said no. He started to stand up and she said please. He laid back down and put the head barely in her pussy. He told her to yell it or he would leave. By then, I had my little erection in my hand. She yelled at the top of her voice, “Please fuck me.” With that he slammed it all the way in in one stroke. I couldn’t believe she took it all. She climaxed instantly squirting everywhere. It was like she was in a continuous orgasm. I couldn’t stop watching.. You could hear her wet pussy as she was being fucked. I came instantly.

He told her he wanted her on top. When they changed positions, they saw me standing there with my dick dripping. He laughed and told her he knew I was a cuckold. I hadn’t had the balls to leave her so he knew this is how I would react. With that he pulled her onto his cock and started sucking her tits. I watched with envy as she went from orgasm to orgasm. I realized I couldn’t compete.

That was the first time I had heard the word cuckold. I looked it up and realized that is what I was. From that time on, he would come over and fuck her anytime he wanted.