… and said she thought it would be sexy to have me watch her being caned and then taken by another man while I watch, helplessly. In a way, I would have felt less tormented if she were horrified, or at least reluctant. But no, she said right away: “I'm into it.” It isn't because she wants to cheat on me- she made it clear she'd only do it if I watched, and she wouldn't swallow for him, only for me (when she did this on our first experience together, I knew I was in love). On the one hand, I cannot deny what my body is telling me. On the other, my mind is saying “danger”.
How do I deal with all these conflicting feelings?
More importantly, how do I go about finding her a boyfriend?
Woody
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