New to this site, but not to the lifestyle.

Hello, My name is Dee.

My husband was into the cuck lifestyle long before he and I met. I had never heard the term cuckold before meeting my husband. Since meeting my husband I have read a lot on the subject. And there seems to be a lot of variance when it comes to cucking. Although I have a live-in lover, I still have sex with my husband on a daily basis. And although my live-in lover is much bigger down below, I still enjoy my husband’s 4 1/4″ cock in me. My second lover whom I see a few times a week is a friend I have known for over 25 years. I had never had sex with him until after I had met my current husband. It was through his encouragement that I have sex with my friend. My friend’s wife does not have sex with him. That is why I want it with him as often as I do. I care about him and feel he deserves sex as much as any other man.

Although me and my husband have sex daily, I know I am more into it than he is. He went without sex for many years with his ex wife, although he has sex with her now about twice or so a week. The sex between my husband and his ex has improved since he has been with me. And I believe that is okay. They have a comfort level between them that I have with my friend and my live-in. The night before our wedding, my husband had sex with his ex-wife. Literally an hour before we said our vows, I had sex with my live-in and my friend. That made us all late to my own wedding. We had my live-in and 14 other men join us on our wedding night. That made it all worth the while.

My husband and I go to swinger clubs and an adult theater often. I love sex with any man who wants me. And I consider the sex I have with others as them loving me and me loving them. To me, when I have sex with someone or they have sex with me it is making love. I love each man I have sex with while we are having sex. It means more to me than just them fucking me. My husband shares me with other men. And I love him for that. My live-in is almost too big, down below. He is very thick and very long. He is also very aggressive, sexually. My husband can be gentle or rough, and I like that. My friend is very romantic and sensual. My friend is about as long as my live-in, but not nearly as thick as I would like him to be.

I have another lover that I see about once or twice a week. He is into a lot of toys and anal. My husband, my friend and my other lover are white. My live-in is black. I like sex with black men, but love sex with any man. My husband is allowed to have sex with others. Until me he didn’t have that freedom. My husband has had sex with other women at the swing club, he has sex with his ex a couple times a week, and he has started seeing my best friend and another friend of mine. My best friend’s husband has no idea that my husband and his wife have sex and have for almost three years now. And I know if he found out it would tear him apart. So, we have never let on to him.

Although my live-in is amazing in bed, I have to admit that the sex I get at the adult theater is the best. I think it is because I wear a blindfold when we go and I never see the men I have sex with that makes it so special and exciting. The fact that my husband chooses who I have sex with is special as well. I like giving him complete control over who I have sex with. I also like that none of the men who I have sex with at the adult theater use condoms. It is a free for all and I reap all of the benefits.

My husband, my live-in and I have gone to local poly meeting and have gone to swingers clubs, and people are not as my husband and his ex have said people were when they used to go to play parties years ago. People are a lot more into kink and role play today as opposed to sex as they used to be. Before I met my husband I had sex with men on a consistent basis, but usually never more than one at a time. I would never “cheat” on guys I dated, but I had “cheated” on both of my ex husbands.

I have never truly believed in monogamy. I have never felt that being with only one man for the rest of my life could/would work for me. Since I met my husband, I have had more gang bangs than I ever thought about before meeting him. I actually prefer gang bangs to one on one sex now. And I like that my husband takes the time to find men for me, and that he takes me to the adult theater where we don’t have to find men. They find us. Fortunately my live-in likes seeing me with others as much as my husband does. He goes to the theater with us when we go. My live-in actually loves being with me after I have had all of the other men, like my husband does. And I like that.

I have one lover who I see away from the house. He is married and doesn’t want anyone to know that he and I get together for sex. He is also the one lover that our live-in doesn’t know about, which kind of makes my live-in a kind of cuck as well. I love my live-in, but I also respect my other lover because of his marriage and that I love him as well. My husband knows about my married lover, as he should. I do not hide anything from my husband, and never will.

The thing is that I can never tell my married lover that my husband has had sex with his wife, more than a few times. We have known both of them for almost four years now. My married lover’s wife talked to me years ago about her husband not wanting her sexually. She asked about our arrangement and asked if my husband would ever have sex with her. I said he would and they got together. My husband being with my married lover’s wife and me being with her husband has been a secret me and my husband have had to keep between us. This has put my married lover in a position where he has been a bull and a cuck at the same time. My married lover also thinks that I only have sex with him, my live-in and my husband. He has no idea about all the other men I see for sex.

Having thought about it for some time, I have realized that the line between bull and cuck can be blurred. My husband is a cuck and a bull, my married lover is a bull and a cuck. In reading the chats and other stories, I have realized that many cucks se bulls as better than they are. Many also put wives who sleep around in high esteem. In our household, and in my marriage to my husband, sex is very important, no matter who we have sex with.

I have sex with my husband in the morning before he goes to work and at night before we go to sleep, or before he goes to sleep. My live-in sleeps in the same bed as me and my husband for the most part. He also works from home, so I have sex with him often throughout the day. Our live-in has his own room, but since he sleeps with me and my husband some nights, and the fact that mine and my husband’s daughter live with us, and our live-in sleeps with them as well, our live-in rarely sleeps alone, if ever.

My husband’s daughter moved in with us two years ago and my daughter moved from her dad’s to our house a year and a half ago. My husband’s daughter grew up seeing her mom with other men and her dad not getting sex. My husband’s daughter grew up in a very sex positive household. My daughter has been active for sometime as well. My husband’s daughter sleeps with our live-in sometimes, but she also goes out with other men for sex as well. My daughter prefers our live-in and another friend’s husband for the most part. Me, my daughter (19) and my husband’s daughter (20) have and do share men at times, other than just our live-in. The friend’s husband that my daughter sleeps with doesn’t have sex with his wife because of a medical condition she has. Neither me or my daughter or my husband’s daughter can ever let on that we have sex with her husband. We know that would kill her, so that is our secret. My husband and our live-in know, but that is it.

I have had sex with the friend’s husband’s 18 year old son since his birthday last year. This is also a secret I have to keep from our friend’s husband and his wife. If they knew I was sleeping with their son, I am not sure how they would react. I am also not sure how they would react if they knew their younger son and my son had had sex. Their younger son has been my son’s lover for about two years now. My son is attracted to girls, but has never had sex with a girl. Yet, he has been topped by our friend’s younger son many. many times. And I will admit, having seen our friend’s younger son naked, I can’t wait until he is of legal age.

My son did have a girl to our house once and he got to watch this girl and our friend’s younger son have sex in front of him. Afterward, my son said that watching this girl and our friend’s younger son together was exciting. Because we go nude in our house, my son knows he has the smallest cock of any man who has ever been in our house. Me and my husband both told my son that if watching our friend’s son and this girl was exciting, then maybe he should date girls but always make sure they get to meet and get with our friend’s son. He agreed that would be fun.

We both told my son that some men are for sex and others are for everything else. We told my son that a girl or woman having a man who can be with them in good times and bad, take them out, do things with them, enjoy their company and financially support them is just as important as the men or men they have sex with. We told him that both types of men are equally important. We told my son that if he married a woman, she may want another or other men for sex. And he said he agreed. And because I have others for sex other than my husband, it has been a normal sight for my son to see me romantically inclined with other men. So, to him having a girlfriend or a wife who has sex with others is not out of the ordinary. Which is a good thing, I think.

The funny thing about our friend’s wife who cant have sex because of her medical condition, she doesn’t have sex with her husband, but she has sucked both our live-in and my husband off, more than a few times. She hasn’t sucked her husband in over eight years. She sucks our live-in and my husband because they accept the BJ without need for sex from her, whereas she feels that if she sucked her husband he would want more. So, another secret we have to keep. This kind of makes our friend’s husband a bull and a cuck at the same time, too.

I have another black lover who’s wife allows us to get together. He and her do not have sex. And they have never said why. She just likes that I please her man for her. And I am okay with that. He has sex with other women, too. And she knows about it and has watched several times. I don’t understand her, but that is okay as long as I get to have sex with her husband.

In our situation, my husband is a cuck and a bull, and some of my bulls are cucks. Yes, with some of my lovers I have to keep secrets. Well, many of them I have to keep secrets with, but it is better then their sex with me ruining their marriages. I have never seen cucks or bulls having any hierarchy. I believe both deserve respect. My husband shares me with others. And he has sex with other women. My lovers are usually faithful to me other than having sex with their own wives. And that is a good thing as well. I like being the other woman. The fact that my husband has the ability to share me with others means a lot to me, and many of the men I have been with have stated they could never share their wives or girlfriends, yet they will cheat on their wives and girlfriends to have sex with me.

My husband has sex in front of me and I have sex in front of him. I have sex with my lovers, one of them is my first husband, and his current wife can never find out. My husband still has sex with his ex-wife. My husband has sex with my friends and has even had sex with my sister and my oldest brother’s ex-wife and their 20 year old daughter, without my oldest brother’s knowledge.

Cuckold relationships can be complicated. And all are different. I see my husband as Dom because he often chooses the men I have sex with. I also see my husband as a cuck because I am married to him but have sex with other men, whether he is present or not. A cuck is a very special man in the fact that he can share his wife with others without fear of losing his wife. He is also a very special man because he understands a woman’s need for variety, sexually. The majority of men that I have sex with I could never marry. and many I would never marry. I have sex with them because they are good in bed, not because they are great guys. One of the men I see is one of the dumbest men I have ever met, but he is amazing in bed and is sized like a horse. I could never marry a man like him, but I am not going to turn down sex with him, either.

I have sex with other men because I enjoy it. I am married to my husband because I love him. And I love that he likes to watch me with other men. I love my husband for the fact that on our wedding day he let two other men have sex with me before the ceremony and 14 other men the night of our wedding, before he had sex with me. When my husband can allow this and still love me as much as he does, that says something about him and how special of a man he is.

My husband is no less a man than any other men I have sex with. He may be a cuck, but he is also a bull at times, with other women. Our relationship is unique like all other relationships. The difference is that in our relationship me and my husband both love each other and show our love for each other by often having sex with others. For us, this situation works.

I enjoy sex with my husband and his 4 1/4″ cock as much as I do my live-in’s 11″ cock, just in a different way. My best friend says that my husband is second only to our live-in as far as the best lovers she has ever had. I would say that she was just saying that, but if that were the case, she wouldn’t come to our house to have sex with my husband as often as she does.

There seems to be this hierarchy thing associated with cuckolding and hot-wifeing that I do not truly understand. In our relationship, if there were a hierarchy, I guess it would be my husband first, as the man I love, and our live-in as second because he is just for sex, essentially. I do love our live-in as well, though. My husband has sex with others, but our live-in has sex with almost every woman who comes to our house. My husband has sex with some women, whereas our live-in has sex with me and my daughter, my husband’s daughter, my sister, my sister-in-law, her daughter, my best friend and my other friends and our friend’s wives.

Because our live-in is black, young and well built, he gets women fairly easily and rarely has to work at getting women for sex. My husband, on the other hand, does actually have to ask the majority of the time. I give my husband sex freely, as does my best friend. My husband does have to ask my ex sister-in-law and her daughter for sex. He also has to ask other women for sex, whereas many women come to our house and ask to have sex with our live-in.

My husband is the sole provider of the house. Our live-in works from home, but he has never really had to or been asked to pay rent or any of our bills. Our live-in lives with us because is is really good in bed. That is why he has lived with us rent free for the last three years. He is not the best man for marrying, but, for sex he is a very good choice.

I would never turn my husband or our live-in down if they wanted sex with me. The only time I have ever turned my husband down when he wanted sex was after I had been with so many men that I was raw or was too tired for sex. Yet, I can’t ever remember turning down our live-in, for any reason.

I like it when me and our live-in sleep together, and because he is long enough, we can sleep together and his cock stays in me the whole night. That is something that my husband can never do with or for me. I wish that he could. My husband is also to short to do me when another man is doing me. Luckily, our live-in is long enough to help out in DPing me.

My husband works long hours and usually stops by his ex’s house and has her before he comes home. And that is okay. I don’t mind that my husband has sex with his ex on the way home, or with my best friend. I have our live-in and others for sex. So, it is okay with me if I have to wait until my husband is ready to go to sleep to have sex with him. Although, our live-in and I have sex three to four times every day.

I think the only reason that our live-in could be considered #1 is because me and my husband have always had an agreement that black men have priority when it comes to sex with me. And I have tried to live up to that, for both of us. If I was having sex with my husband and a black man wanted me at the same time, I would ask my husband or he would already know that sex with him is over until after I have sex with a/the black man/men.

To me, my husband is a better man because he can stop having sex with me if someone else wants me. My husband is not too concerned about getting off like I am, or like most men are. And that makes my husband a very special man in my life as well. My live-in, on the other hand, loves ejaculating in any and all women he has sex with. And that is okay, too. I kind of prefer men cum in me to not doing so. When a man cums in me, it makes me feel good knowing I could bring him to that point. Even when my husband does cum, he doesn’t cum much. Our live-in cums a lot every time he cums. And I like that. As a matter of fact, I prefer and love it.

As far as respecting one above the other, I am not sure that I do or would expect anyone else to. Our live-in as black and I have sex with him more often than with my husband mostly because of our live-in’s avaialability, not just because of his 11″ cock. I have sex with several other men who’s cocks are only 8-9″, and I enjoy them just as much. Yes, our live-in does get more sex from me and other women, but that does not make him a better man than my husband. It just makes him more sexed and experienced.

And yes, I have been with my friend who I have knows for 25 years more often than I have with my husband. He is the one I wanted most just before saying my vows to my husband. And as far as our vows to each other, mine included the words, “I promise to love my husband by loving him the best way I can and in a way that makes him feel most loved.” There was no mention of me being faithful.

Availability has been the key for me and who I have sex with. Because my husband leaves the house at 5AM and doesn’t often get home until 7:30-8:30PM, I have sex with our live-in and others a lot more than I do with my husband. And when my husband gets home, he has already had sex with either his ex or my best friend and doesn’t really want or need me for sex when he gets home. And often when my husband gets home I am either with our live-in or another or other men, so it works out for both of us.

Because of my high sex drive and our live-in working from home, my husband allowed me to quit my job three years ago so that I had more time to be with others, sexually. And I love him for that and thank him daily. I am thankful to my husband each time another man enters me. Every time I spread my legs for another man or taste their cum on my lips or feel them in my ass, I know I have my husband to thank for the experience. If it weren’t for my husband allowing our live-in to live with us and allowing me to quit my job, I wouldn’t have the ability or the opportunity to have sex with as many men as often as I do. And for that, to my husband I will forever be grateful.

It is my husband I have to thank most for my life being as wonderful as it is. Yes, it is the other men who make my life wonderful because of the sex I get from them, but it is because of my husband that I have the time and the ability to have so much sex with so many other men. To me that makes my husband the top man in my life.

This has just been my thoughts on bulls and cucks, my husband and the men who make my life worth living. Could I give up our live-in or the other men I have sex with? No. Would I ever leave my husband for another man? No. I have a great life. I have a husband who loves me and men I love having sex with, often. Every man in my life is equally important to me. I need my husband’s love and support as much as I need the sex I get from other men.

Dee