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jpinnacle85
i’ve already started writing my stories for memories, I just feel so compelled to share them because I feel that they are a true and in my experience, obviously accurate from my perspective. I am a cuckold, but my wife is reluctant. she can only be intimate with men she has close connections to. I have several parts to my story written, i’ll post part one for now which happened last summer, the beginning of my cuckold experience.
The setting is I was in afghan and my wife was working in another military base overseas. I hope you enjoy the story as much as I enjoyed the experience.
For many years, my girlfriend who would eventually become my wife, would always try to make me jealous when I would upset her by saying stuff like, im calling a guy friend, im going to go hang out with a guy, stuff like that. And after our first couple years of marriage when I left her unsatisfied many time and went weeks without pleasuring her, she often complained to me whenever she got the chance. I personally felt like I had sex with her more than most married couples, and she almost always would cum, which I didn’t think many guys can make their wives do. So I would argue back and say I pleasured her better than any man ever could. We had this argument many times and I would always end up saying, if you can find a man who can make you cum all the time and pleasure you better than me, then by all means go find one and let him fuck you. But of course I knew she never would, I was the second man she had ever been with and she just isn’t the type to sleep around. But last year I noticed when she would bring up the argument to make me jealous, she kept bringing up one man’s name. She said she was going to let him have her. And a couple times she would tell me, “how do you know we haven’t done it already.” One time she gave so many great details of what he did to her, I was nearly convinced it happened. But that was only to prove a point, she reassured me that nothing happen. We would always have the argument, I would I always dare her to do it, which would make her even more upset, and she would tell me she is going too, but it would never amount to anything.
I guess I got the cuckold angst, I let the fantasy build up so much in my head, it’s like I almost wanted her to do it. So I mentioned during an argument, next time she says she’s going to do it, ill make her do it. But this is in the evening, by morning, everything seems to be forgotten and we move on. The next morning I would just ask to confirm if she is or isn’t going to invite this guy to her barracks room, and she gets upset. It became a subject I bring up just about every day then. So out of my frustration, I say I’m going to make her do it.
This pissed her off so much that she tries to tell me that she’s going to do it, of course I don’t believe her, she says she contacted him at work and told him she wants it. I don’t believe it still, until I don’t hear from her for several hours. I realize I have really pissed her off. I even enjoy a cigar break with a co-worker, the whole time I couldn’t stop thinking how much I must have pissed her off and wonder if another man is having my wife right now. I eat dinner in anticipation, I walk home to my barracks room in a rush…. I just want to rush and say I’m sorry. I get to my room, turn on skype, she isn’t there, I wait til I hear the ping an hour later, I ask where has she been…she said, “I told you, I’m with him, It’s done.” She said she email me a picture, I log in fast in anticipation wondering what the picture will show, it is her bed sheets with blood stains, as my wife is very tight and bleeds easily when fucked hard. I was so shocked. She was crying, upset, because she just slept with another man. I felt so bad because I know she is hurt because she went against her principles and committed adultery. I said I wanted to ask a few questions just so I know. I said just three at first, but it turned into an interview almost. First I asked, were you completely naked? She said yes, he saw everything, he touched everything. I asked if he used a condom, she said yes he did. Then I asked if she cummed, she said yes, which I was so surprised, because it isn’t easy for her, I said, so I assume you rode him, as that is the only way she can cum with me, she said yes, those were the main questions, I asked other, not many I remember, it was a sad and dreadful experience, because she was heartbroken. However, it lightened the mood when he began to text her to ask if she enjoyed it, he asked if she cummed, and if it will ever happen again.
she said this is never to be mentioned again.
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Luvr
That’s a really rough start – I hope (and assume) things work out much smoother for you both.
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jpinnacle85
Part two: I know part one ended kind of depressing, so i wanted to post the second part so everyone can see how my cuckolding experience is improving, there is much more but i don’t have time to write everything at once seeing how my experience goes back to a whole year now.
PT 2:
After the first time, she said it was never to be mentioned again. We didn’t discuss it for a few days. only months later would I find out that he came to visit her a few days later and he got her again. We eventually got into another argument, I think she even asked me what I would think if she spent the night at his room. I said I don’t care. It isn’t because I was trying to make myself a cuckold, its all because I don’t want her to get the best of me, thinking she’s making me jealous or upset…if she pushes the limits, I have to push them further so that I win. The most stimulating time came when she said she was going to spend the night, I watched her on skype as she put on her mini skirt, tank top, she showed me her panties…and the most incredible experience was when she demonstrated how exactly he touches her, he starts with rubbing her legs all over, her breast, then she said the ass, as she gave herself a pat on the butt. Of course when she was ready to go, we said good bye and that we love each other. I said good luck and she just smiled, as if she knows she’s getting the best of me, because she is.
The next day she told me what they did, how many times he cummed that night and the next morning…but since I keep asking too many questions, and since she said she was afraid to hurt my feelings, she later said nothing ever happened. She said she never stayed the night or anything. So I knew he had her once, but that was it…I took leave to go visit her. A week later, It was the most intense sexual experience we’ve had yet, all three days was amazing.
It wasn’t till a few weeks after I visited, she asked me on skype, “how many times do you think I’ve done it with him?” I said, well you told me it only happened once. That’s when she told me it has happened many times, any time they met for any reason, she got fucked by him. She says today that she doesn’t know how many times exactly, over 10 times, maybe 15, she doesn’t know. I wish she would have been open about it then.
Today she is open and tells me everything, I am moving for job purposes, and he is coming to visit her for a weekend in a couple of weeks. We both discuss this matter at length almost every day. I don’t think she has any idea that I get-off sexually thinking about her being with another man.
Soon her friend will be visiting, and it drives me crazy to think about the activities and experiences will she have. I never intended on them continuing this affair after she left the base there overseas. But as I left Afghanistan, I asked about I time she had with him, she told me one time he didn’t have a condom, so he went down on her for a long time, then in return she gave him a hand job (she cannot physically withstand BJs). He cummed by her handjob which I found strange, how good could it have been? He has a sperm issue where the likelihood of him getting a woman pregnant is slim to none. So she even said, why didn’t I allow him to just take the chance? I said sure, why not? Why didn’t you? Just to be funny. And she said exactly, but then I continued on saying she would never take that chance and never actually let him cum in you, she said, “ you wanna bet?” So now we have a bet going. We started a bet, which means I give consent for her to sleep with him again. And she says she will let him cum in her. Deep down I know he will cum in her if she lets him. Also, not an official bet, but another argument began about whether or not she can have a BF, she found out this would make me jealous and a little on-edge. She says the next time he brings it up, she will say yes. He apparently makes every effort to make things serious with her. He actually wants her to divorce me so she will be serious with him, I know she will never do that.
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Luvr
I feel it’s important to note that any time a boyfriend suggests the wife should leave her husband he should be kicked to the curb. In this case I’m guessing he has no idea that the husband is supportive of what’s going on and simply assumes that the wife is unhappy in her marriage and looking for an escape plan. This is precisely why all wives must be open with someone they date and make sure they understand they are being invited into a marriage and not being invited to replace it.
There’s really little debate to be had over whether she can have a boyfriend or not – she already has one. Having a boyfriend doesn’t and shouldn’t be a threat to the marriage, however. When it is – when his perception of things leads him to believe he’s welcome in coming between husband and wife, we have a big, big problem. The weight of fixing this is on your wife’s shoulders.
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carolinacuckandwife
i can attest to Luvr’s comments. my wife has had many BF’s over the years. some of these relationships have started off without my knowledge or inclusion, but they all (except one) moved very quickly to the point that all three of us knew precisely what our roles were. i consider each of these relationships to be healthy and honest and we each gained quite a bit of excitement and fulfillment from each of them. the one BF my wife had that was not aware of our cuckold marriage is the one that caused us the most problems. he was very selfish and he did wish to break up our marriage – actually he came very close to doing just that before my wife, reluctantly at the time, kicked him to the curb. i love my wife dearly. i love her and our marriage so much that i allow her the freedom to fuck men of her choosing. my wife and i both were made for this lifestyle and we both gain tremendously from it as long as honesty is more important than the next orgasm
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jpinnacle85
@Luvr said:
I feel it’s important to note that any time a boyfriend suggests the wife should leave her husband he should be kicked to the curb. In this case I’m guessing he has no idea that the husband is supportive of what’s going on and simply assumes that the wife is unhappy in her marriage and looking for an escape plan. This is precisely why all wives must be open with someone they date and make sure they understand they are being invited into a marriage and not being invited to replace it.There’s really little debate to be had over whether she can have a boyfriend or not – she already has one. Having a boyfriend doesn’t and shouldn’t be a threat to the marriage, however. When it is – when his perception of things leads him to believe he’s welcome in coming between husband and wife, we have a big, big problem. The weight of fixing this is on your wife’s shoulders.
I think I read that a wife’s boyfriend should never conflict with the marriage from a a previous blog, and i think from Luvr or maybe another blog. After i read that i actually mentioned it to my wife along with other rules. I am confident that nothing and no other man can ever pull my wife and I apart. the problem is, around the time when all this started, my wife and I had lived separately for a while, we had a lot of issues at the time. in a weird way cuckolding may have had a role in saving our marriage, it made me appreciate my wife even more. cuckolding reminds me to never take advantage or take my wife for granted. My wife has since made it clear to her previous lover that she will never divorce me. he moved on and found another girlfriend. so i’m not sure if they will see each other again.
I do agree with your comments, my wife should be open and honest with the men she dates. she doesn’t completely understand the whole cuckolding thing or understand how i enjoy it, i haven’t been completely open with her. it felt too strange for me to tell my wife that i want her to sleep with other men cause i get pleasure from it. she thinks i just like to compete. she knows that i want to be the best guy that she sleeps with, and she only meets other guys to find competitors. if cuckolding ever becomes more prominent in our life then i’ll definitely have to discuss more openly everything with her and tell her i really enjoy every espect of what she does.
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jpinnacle85
Part 3: Her friend visited her in NY.
At the beginning of December my wife’s friend visited. We had a bet whether she would allow him to cum in her and if he would. I spent three nights at her apt. I had just moved for my new job two weeks earlier. It was a Friday and I was anticipating hearing from her the whole time. She first texted and told me that she was on her way to meet him at the subway. By this time I’ve already come to expect to live a life of cuckolding, although it hasn’t been thoroughly discussed between my wife and me. I receive another text saying they’re having dinner and he’s being very touchy…this was an amazing night as I was in anticipation the whole time. All of these thoughts going through my head as to what is going on. The laundry room is down in the basement and she said she will do laundry every night as a way to get away from him to call me. He isn’t aware that he is being used. She calls and tells me details as to how the dinner went and that she’s ready for bed, but nothing has happened so far. I get a text saying she’s going to sleep and that he is already asleep. I was a little shocked cause nothing happened after all of that anticipation. I woke up in the middle of the night. I decided to check my phone for emails. My wife emailed me at midnight saying that he woke up and wanted to have her. She said they did it and it was great and then ended the email saying, “by the way, I won the bet”. I knew he was going to cum in her and that she was going to let him. She likes the whole bet idea. The rest of the weekend I never got many details as she was obviously busy. But that Monday night was even more intensified than Friday because I knew that’s when I would get the details. Listening to her on the phone was everything I imagined beforehand. She told me all the details, unlike before, she enjoys telling me everything. All of the positions, and other details. He cummed in her 5 times that weekend. My wife has since moved closer to where I’m at. They made plans to see each other again but he has since found an actual girlfriend. He stopped texting her for a while, but now he is starting up again, we’re not sure whether they will see each other again.
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Englishcuckold
One of the things you have to get used to if you are a cuckold and live in a small English town like I do is that men are going to brag about fucking your wife. They will tell their friends, their friends will tell their wives and you will become the laughing stock of the town and your wife will get a reputation. That’s the way it is with us. Surprisingly it has some benefits. Men will certainly seduce my wife and take pleasure from her but they don’t want to be seen in public with her and they certainly don’t want to take her away from me. Nobody wants to take the town slut away from her husband.
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jpinnacle85
Luvr
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