Profile role

Certainly we are sexually since she hasn't had sex with me in over 4 years but in other ways we are 'the perfect' couple to all those who know our public persona. It is only friends and my wife's many lovers who know us as the couple whose wife will part her legs for any hung guy but at the same time keep them tightly closed for me.

It is often a great source of chagrin for me to see her open her legs immediately when another man put his hand up her skirt but she always closes them tight shut when I do likewise.

I have to agree about her missing out, in between times I did have a long term engagement with another woman in which we had the ideal cuckold hotwife situation.

However my wife has always excluded me from her extra marital sex and I only ever observed her and her lovers accidentally but very enjoyably for me. She believes if a man reall loves a woman then he could never want to share her with others.

But she is aware from about 5 years into our marriage I knew she was fucking others. I went through offering her various aspects to include me be she has always chosen to operate as the closed cuckoldress.

Now I often just excuse myself and jerk off knowing our company will be fucking my wife. I am a full Wittol nowadays who accepts my wife seeks and gets the sexual satisfaction from other men she never received or wanted from me.

You have raised a point no on else ever has in suggesting my
wife’s lack of communication about her sex life is fuelled by anger at me over
the small size of my cock. I thought about it for a while then asked her
outright if she does or ever has been annoyed at me because of my cock. At
first she just did her usual shake of the head to dismiss me, and then decided
she was going to answer me. She told me how hurt she is that she is a cheater –
how others regard her over this and it’s all because my cock is too small to
give her ANY satisfaction (I put the capital letters in to capture her
emphasises of the word as she spoke). That she has been denied a normal sex
life and has had to always look to other men to give her the satisfaction she
should have gotten from me. If my cock had been even close to normal size then
her life would have been so different.

Once this has been brought out into the open I asked many
other questions of her but she has shut down again. Since you so cleverly
identified this aspect of our situation what are your thoughts on the other
questions I asked her.- all as a matter related to m small cock size.

1. Did she pretend to be a virgin for the first 15 months we were dating while having
        sex with others including past boyfriends because of the size of my cock.
2. Was the size of his cock the reason she had the one night stand with the black
        guy at a party.
3. Did she have sex in the early hours of the day we married because of thinking
        it was a last hurrah.
4. Did she cheat on me on our honeymoon because of the thought of sex with me.
5. Did she blame me because of the size of my cock for her reputation as an easy
        lay.
6. Did she get knocked up by my brother because she wasn’t getting pregnant by
        me.
7. Did she have sex with me knowing she was already knocked up.
8. Is it my cock size that makes her ask men she’s doing if they know me so they
        will know exactly who they have cuckolded.
9. Why does she tell lovers it’s all my fault and that I can’t make her cum.
        (This is only penetrative sex, I can make her cum using my fingers).
10. Is my small cock the reason she refuses to allow me to give her oral sex.
11. Is  it my small cock that means she sucks other men’s cocks but never mine.
12. How does my small cock mean she closes her legs tight together when I put my
         hand on her knee but they part wide when other men do it.