Reply To: Starting to first explore my sexual inferiority

I can’t consider myself as submissive person (maybe I just lying to myself). However, being a cuckold husband for a quite some time, changed many aspects of my habits and behaviors.
At the beginning of our hotwife\cuckold relationship, when I was allow to penetrate my wife after her dates, one night, I pulled my penis out of her vagina and came on her belly. She started pushing my head toward her pussy, and for some reason, I licked my own cum from her body, before I started my oral work on her pussy.
My wife noticed it and asked if like taste of my own cum.
After that, eating of my own cum from her, became one of my mandatory routines.
When her first steady boyfriend released his semen inside of my wife for the first time, and I witnessed this historic moment, I was so exited to see his cum inside my wife, that I barely stop myself from starting my wife’s cleanup right away.
When her boyfriend left and I returned to our bedroom and eat out my wife to her orgasm.
Then, she asked me if it will be OK with me to clean her out in front of her boyfriend.
I believe that she shared this conversation with her boyfriend, because, they changed their scheduled meeting to the next day. And, of course, I performed my wife’s cleanup in front of her boyfriend for the first time.
The taste of his cum was different than my own, I would say – less salty, and combined with my wife’s juices, it created perfect cocktail for me to taste. It did not take long before the boyfriend asked me to try to taste my wife’s juices out of his cock………
As of now, my wife has steady boyfriend for 1.5 years. My duty is to cleanup both of them, but I never sucked his cock to the end yet……