Virgin eunuch looking for cuckold marriage

I am 28 years old, Asian, and still a virgin
Want myself to be castrated or penectomized in a hospital,
and marry to someone’s concubine as her virgin eunuch husband.
I this way, I can take care of the master’s harem.
I want my wife to be inpregnanted by the master,
and give birth to a child who will be raised up as my child.

I believe penectomy is the ultimate humiliation to a man,
Once my penis is gone, I will lose all of my sexual pleasure, lose my masturbation, be a virgin for lifetime, and have to sit to take piss for the rest of my life.

I wish to have a new peehole opened near my anus in my penectomy surgury, so I pee smoothly as an eunuch, and start a new life.

Please send me an E-mail, if you wish to contact me,
my E-mail is: nocturne7solfege@gmail.com

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