Reply To: Voluntary castration

Hi Gracie,

I’ve never managed to cum from a toy in my arse. I did drain myself completely from pressing against my prostate. I got an erection for a while, but I softened and a steady stream of cum leaked away until I had to stop from exhaustion and soreness. C watched this experiment, and found it hilarious. Maybe one day.

I liked the history lesson… the symbolism of castration/emasculation (I’ve heard it referred to as nullification) is very powerful. Defeat means the end of your hereditary line. Similarly, in the modern context, castration seems right for men who are inadequate men, sexually speaking. And it is right, biologically, that their genetic line should be ended.

Imagine maintaining an erection, being useful to your wife in that sense, but never achieving orgasm or even pleasure beyond serving. Perfectly demeaning, deeply frustrating.

As I say in my reply to BespokeBull, the idea of giving up sexually, completely losing my sex drive is horrifying to me.

A question… does your wife allow or encourage you to spend time with other sissies. I’ve read about wives that allow this as a way for husbands to find their gay side in a safe and accepting environment.