Reply To: The next step in my journey as a cuckold

Hello Sir, you are always are looking out for me and I really appreciate it. It has helped me progress and grow as a cuckold and I believe I am where I am in part because of you.
Yes it hurts and yes I get turned on by it. I thought sex was all about getting my cock sucked, eating out a pussy, fucking, being naked with a woman. But I have learned it is so much more than that, even more then just watching porn and masturbating. Yes I want and need to cum, but the psychological aspects of being a cuckold are so intense, that I find it is the ultimate sex for me. Even if I do not get to cum.

I have accepted where we are heading, my cock is so hard thinking about it, my entire body is so turned on by it. But I agree that if my wife’s bull would properly discipline me, take full control, not just over my wife, her body, her cunt, but take full control of me, whether tying me up while they fuck, or locking me out of the bedroom, or just demanding whatever role he wants me to play (with condsequences if I am disobedient) I believe this all would be so much easier for me. But as a cuckold, should it be easy for me? Feeling insecurity, anquish, inferior, less of a man, jealousy, isn’t that really part of being a cuckold? I know part is providing what the bull needs, what my wife needs, and that part I am more than happy and proud to provide.