HOW IT ALL STARTED FOR US

This is how it worked for me when I found out about my beautiful wife cheating on me when she was around 34 years old. I’ve posted this in a few other areas of this site but I thought I would share it here for those who haven’t read it. This is the shortened story lol.

Many years ago I discovered that my wife was cheating on me, I found out when I found a pair of her panties in the clothes hamper that she didn’t think to turn over or put to the bottom of the clothes pile. I saw staining on the gusset that was most definitely sperm, not anything that she could produce and I knew it wasn’t mine because we hadn’t had sex in over a month or longer, and there was quite a bit of it. I was angry of course but after a couple of hours I calmed down and decided to see if it continued, so I didn’t say a word to her about it but I didn’t really talk much to her which I’m sure she must have noticed.

I was watching for her panties in the hamper and I found more sperm stains in them almost daily. After about three weeks of this (and an erection every time I saw this) and many panty stains later (and confusion as to why it made me so damned hard). I found myself masturbating many times a day to the very hot thoughts going through my head every day, so I finally decided that it was time for me to confront her.

I sat her down at the dining room table and explained what I had been seeing in the hamper and that I wanted her to be honest with me. She started crying and told me she was sorry and explained that she had met him at work and that he was so charming, but she’ll never see him again. I calmed her down and told her that I had several weeks to think about what was happening and why, so I came out and told her that I understood that my little 4 inch cock (just under actually) was pretty much useless to her and I knew for a long time that she had been faking orgasms with me over the years.

She was a little shocked but still tearing up as she tried to tell me that it wasn’t that bad. I held her hand and told her to stop trying to make me believe that I was anything but a dud in bed because I knew that I was terrible at it and I had come to the conclusion that I was never going to be any better at it. I also told her that I fully understood why she was cheating on me, I told her that it was because she is VERY sexual and needed more than I could ever give her, and being so VERY beautiful (she was still doing a lot of modeling at that time) which meant that she could have pretty much any man she desired, and she knew that.

* Just a note –
When we had sex I didn’t bother with petting and I never took the time to get her worked up, to get her horny. I would just get on top and enter her (which didn’t take much because of my size), pumped a few times and released after only a couple of minutes. I would roll off and fall asleep. What I didn’t know at the time was that she would go into the guest room and use a vibrator to bring herself to an orgasm, which was truly sad. Another thing she truly desired was the excitement of passionate kissing as a cock is slowly moving in and out of her pussy, making her very wet as she pushed her pussy back to take every inch she could, that wasn’t something I ever gave her either, I just don’t have what it takes to do that for her and I’m glad that I realized that in time before she left me, which I know she would have eventually done. Yes I loved her very much then and I still do now, but I’m just not the “lover” type, not the “Alpha” male at all, which is why I am so happy to see her in the arms of a good man, a man I trust.

Back to my story:

She was still very shocked but she listened intently to what I had to say to her. I then told her that I didn’t want her to stop seeing him but before this could continue, I told her that I would like for her to explain to him that I knew about their tryst and that I wanted her to continue having him as her ongoing lover. I also told her that I wanted him to come to the house to talk, have a few drinks and talk about this, and to not worry about me being angry with him. She was excited but still quite puzzled but after a few hours of more discussion she called him and told him everything while I went into another room to give her some privacy to talk to him.

He came over that night and had a look of fear and confusion on his face when I invited him in. I shook his hand and told him to relax and come sit down and offered him a drink, and after a few hours of chatting things warmed up a fair bit and they both relaxed and opened up the discussion more. By this time she was sitting closer to him, almost no room between them. She was slowly rubbing his leg and she would glance at me for more signs of approval, I just smiled.

She eventually leaned over to kiss him and he looked at me awkwardly on a side angle as her lips were pressed tightly to his, so I just said “ok you two I’ll go watch tv for a while so can you take some time to absorb all of this”. About an hour later she came into the living room, sat on the arm of my chair and asked me to stand up.

She hugged me and kissed me and whispered to me “Uh babe, would it be ok with you if we went upstairs and umm, umm, and I interrupted and said “and fuck?” She just giggled and said “ok yes, we want to fuck”. I gave her a quick peck on the lips and said “yes, please do, I’m sure you could really use it after all of our talking”. She smiled and said “oh my god yes, thanks babe!”

Hearing myself saying those words and hearing Cathy say yes to my “and fuck” comment, with such excitement in her voice, it all hit me like a freight train for sure but it excited me at the same time which was obvious by the tiny but extremely hard cock in my pants. I swear I don’t remember it ever getting that hard at any time during our marriage, and I was also leaking so much that it looked like I had peed myself!

Well, I ended up listening to her giggling and squealing for about 15 minutes or so. I then found myself with my pants down to my ankles as I sat at the top of the stairs, stroking my little erection. I think what excited me the most up to this point was the sound of his balls slapping against her little bum as he fucked her hard and obviously very deep.

I ended up going to the guest room to sleep but couldn’t sleep while hearing the amazing sounds of these two lovers making love, fucking like they were newlyweds, and of course I was stroking my little cock with the thought in my head that he now owned my wife’s married pussy!

I then heard those sounds that every cuckold loves to hear, the groaning and grunting from her lover that announced that he was now inseminating my pretty wife! That sound and my visualizations of his semen making it’s way into Cathy’s reproductive organs caused me to spray myself right up my chest and it hit me in the face, which was another thing that I’ve never done.

After my head came down from the clouds, I still found myself feeling very excited, but I was still not fully understanding why I felt this way, why a grown man who loves his wife more than anything else in the world, would be excited about allowing his wife to pretty much “mate” with another man. (That’s pretty much what was happening since he was inseminating her every time they made love).

I remember wanting so badly to see the “proof” of this by seeing his sperm leaking out of her hot little pussy, which she gladly let me see many weeks later not long after he left our home after spending several hours with her in our bedroom one weekday evening.

Even though I was questioning myself and was so confused for so long, I just knew that I had done the right thing in allowing my lovely wife to have what she desired and truly needed in her life, something that I could never give to her.

Eventually I learned to ignore my self-questioning and found myself masturbating a lot with the thoughts of the sounds I listened to so often and the images in my mind of my pretty wife with her legs wide open for this man, allowing his massive cock (it was 8 inches and VERY thick) to penetrate her, to go deep inside of her, to eventually leave his DNA inside of her young reproductive organs every time she was with him. I even masturbated at work with my office door locked (still do lol). I eventually found that I was much more satisfied with masturbating to these thoughts and their sounds than I ever was when I had sex with Cathy.

About 8 years later and several lovers had cum and gone, she met a really nice man who she had been seeing for over a year (she’s still with him after 5 years at this time). She asked me if I would be upset if she asked me to stop “trying” to fuck her from that moment on, because she had what she needed, and my attempts just frustrated her because she got nothing from it. I told her that I would most likely miss it but not that much really, and it wouldn’t upset me especially since I rarely had sex with her anyway. It just made sense, knowing that I wasn’t pleasing her at all was a good reason to stop trying since it wasn’t going to bring any harm to our marriage, actually it pretty much made it much better.

She kissed me and told me she loved me so much and admitted that she really disliked my little cock (which excited me again that she insulted my little cock), especially when she knows how a “real” cock feels inside of her. She said that it always frustrated her and annoyed her that I would cum in less than two minutes, which I had been doing ever since we first had sex. I laughed and told her that I understood completely and I wasn’t hurt by her words, the truth just made it so much easier for all of this to continue in a much better way.

Later that evening when her lover came over she broke the news to him that her pussy now belonged to him exclusively and that I was never again going to touch it except to help her shave for him, which I do quite happily. He was very happy to hear the news that Cathy was going to be monogamous with him only and he promised me that he’s been monogamous with Cathy all of this time and would remain that way to her because he loves her very much. He actually shook my hand and thanked me for allowing this to happen.

Our marriage, our relationship is better than it ever was when we were first together. We do so much together as husband and wife including travel and hobbies, dinner/date nights. We hold hands all of the time, kiss and tell each other how much we love each other. Most people are jealous of our marriage but have no idea (except a chosen few friends) that Cathy has a lover. The two of them have admitted to me that they are very much in love and I have no problem with that at all, love makes for even better, more intense sex!

I am being very truthful when I say that to this day, just knowing that his semen, his “sperm”, are swimming around in her reproductive organs so often, it excites me so much and makes my little cock hard as a rock! Now I’ve got to go masturbate again!!!! 🙂