First time as a consensual cuck

As a teenager and young adult, I had been cuckolded by girlfriends who knew I would never leave them because I was whipped and even trained to tolerate it. My first love at 15 would sleep with my friends, my enemies and anyone else. I knew she was doing it but I just couldn’t let go of her and she knew it. I didn’t know what cuckold was at the time and I don’t think she did either as far as a lifestyle, but looking back she followed protocol in detail. It was humiliating to know my friends and family realized it, but I didn’t care. I was in love.

In my twenties I was dating a beautiful girl who knew the same thing as the first. She could have her way with as many men as she wanted and I wouldn’t do anything to try to prevent it. As if I could. She once called me and said that she was going out with a guy in her college art class as friends. I remember that night because I sat alone in my apartment smelling her jacket just to have her near me while knowing she was out with this guy. She called me that night from his house to tell me that they were doing body painting. I knew what it was going to lead to but I was so afraid to lose her that I just asked her if she was having fun and told her I’d be waiting for her call. Like the first, I never thought of embracing the feeling as a pleasure. 

Through the years I had many girlfriends, and looking back now I was always submissive but in my mind at the time, I remember believing I was a ladies’ man. When all this time I was their cuckold. 

I met my Wife of 20yrs when I was 28. I fell in love with her right away and we started dating. We were both in the Air Force and we attended a bowling tournament in Vegas. We checked into our hotel from a long days drive. We were tired so we laid on the bed and she softly caressed my back and head until I fell asleep. I later woke up alone wondering where she went. She finally came in the door saying she went for a walk and said she wanted to take a shower before us going out for the night. I jumped in the shower with her and tried to start a sexual moment, but she would not let me touch her. I didn’t think much of it then. Months late to clear the air before we were to get married she told me she went to a guys room she knew at tech school to have sex. It hurt so bad to hear the truth, but I couldn’t let her go or imagine my life without her. So I forgave her.

A couple years later we got assigned to another base and met a couple to swing with. We had great times swapping and soon the nights became more frequent and even became foursomes in the same bed. The man Ken is a diehard fitness buff who is built like a pit-bull and he enjoyed my wife a lot because she is a tiger in bed and she could take all he had to give her. His wife is reserved and doesn’t really enjoy being man handled as much. In fact, I always believed that she enjoys being with Wife more than either Ken or I. At the time I felt in competition with Ken to be manly. I do have a stocky build myself so I acted like a bull not realizing Marissa enjoys a soft touch. So when we did swap, I was trying to fuck her like a man. 

Over the years we continue to swap. Many times Marissa was busy with school or work and when we visited, Marissa would give Ken permission to have a threesome with Wife and I. It was very exciting but since Ken was bigger and more aggressive with Wife, I realized that she polarized to him and I found myself doing more watching than participating. Eventually, Wife made it clear that she prefers it that way and I need to wait until they are done and she will allow me to have seconds. She was always good about it. She would talk in my ear while I was fucking her already cum filled pussy and say, “can’t you feel Ken and my juices mixing together? I need yours too”. So without any delay, as always I gave it up in about two minutes. She knew she didn’t have to tolerate a long drawn out session with me. As time went on, this happened a few times until one night while traveling Wife and I flew into a city where Ken happens to be performing duty. We had a six hour delay and he offered to pick us up and take us to his hotel so we could get some sleep before our early flight. While waiting for him to pull up, Wife looked at me and said that she just wanted to be alone with Ken tonight and I was to find somewhere else to go. Being that we were near BWI at night, I couldn’t just go for a walk. After we got to the room, Ken went to the bathroom and Wife said, you need to order a pizza and sit in the lobby and wait for it. In fact, eat it too. As I’m walking out the door Ken asked where I was going, and I told him that I was told to wait in the lobby. I could see the puzzled look as I have always been somewhat part of the threesomes.

After about an hour I went back to the room. They were both lying on the bed. Ken had gym shorts on and Wife was wrapped in the sheet. She signaled for me to come to her and lay next her. I laid there for a bit feeling her comfort that everything is ok and I had nothing to worry about. A few minutes later Ken got a phone call from Marissa seeing how we were doing. Never any secrets! While they were talking, Wife pushed my head down to lick her pussy. I never went down on Wife after Ken released a load in her. I’ve always been exposed to his cum when taking seconds, or seeing it drip from her, but I never taste it. But I thought she probably just wanted some clitoris stimulation and that’s what I tried to do. Just stay high and dry. Of course that wasn’t the case; she had me clean her up well. While I was doing cleanup, Ken came back in the room from talking to Marissa from the bathroom and seen me doing the nasty. He laid on the bed near the edge and try focusing on the TV. I could see him glance over and I didn’t know what he would think. Wife eventually getting excited again scooted over towards Ken and put her hand under the sheet he had over him. Wife soon lifted her foot on my shoulder and pushed me away from her. She told me to get undressed. She had me lay naked next to them while Ken fucked her doggy. I could see Wife was enjoying the whole experience and she looked at me and smiled. After they finished she told me to get on top and allowed me to have my two minute release.  

In the morning I told Ken that everything is cool and we’re good. He asked, if I was sure and I said absolutely.  Since then every time the three of us or even the four of us get together, Wife makes sure it is a cuckold experience.  She’s amazing! 

Ken has become the bull in our relationship and he knows he is always first. He does not hide the fact that the girls are his domain. Wife has turned me into a submissive husband by implementing the FemDom lifestyle with a hint of bdsm. As for Marissa, I have become a gentle lover for her when she can participate. Wife, who is my Mistress now, has told me that I am to serve Marissa as I would serve her. So the big picture and my reality is… I have become their submissive cuckold in our foursome. I wouldn’t want it any other way!