Now That Lockdown is ending dilemma.

Early last year we decided to open up our relationship and bring another male into our marriage. I had always fancied the idea of being cuckolded and after a lot of discussion we decided to try it. We spent a few weeks sifting through replies to our post on a well known dating site, and eventually met up with someone in February 2020. We sensed that there was chemistry between us all at that first get together in a local hotel and a week later I let my wife go alone on a date with him – dinner and a few drinks. Nothing happened between them, so she says, apart from a snogging session and a bit of petting. They agreed to meet up a few weeks later but then the first lockdown came.

Over the last year we have all kept in touch by phone and emails and now as lockdown comes to end they are eager to meet up again for a long weekend. He booked a hotel room for the two of them and she is really looking forward to their ‘dirty weekend’ together. I am having cold feet now. He has even booked a single room for me so that I can see her when I want to, but I’m not sure about the whole thing now. One part of me wants to go and let her share his room and have a good time with her. I long to hear her tell me all about their time in bed together. That part I find really exciting but then…

I suppose this is the downside of cuckolding, which many of you will no doubt have experienced. I know that if I put my foot down and say NO she would not go, but at the same time I know that she would regret not going and I would be being unfair to her. So, my question is, not being in this situation before – should I let her go, and if I do, should I let her go on her own or go with her?