Reply To: 'Something new'

Hello Denied,

Yes, it is hard… on the one hand, I cannot refuse her a lover because I am not satisfying her. Fighting to keep her from fucking another man is faintly ridiculous – I’m not going to fight anyone, or anything, least of all her need for a man who is more physical, had better stamina and a bigger cock. On the other hand, am I condemning myself to never fucking her, being useless to her as a lover, serving her only as a companion? Eventually this leads to me not needing my penis – masturbating will only be a distraction from works and serving her and the kids. Will she then want me castrated? (See the forum called Voluntary Castration.) C is definitely wanting me to get used to masturbating in front of her and eating my cum. No doubt she is comparing what I am to what she needs.

I’ve realty not been thinking about the kids. It’s still all about her and I. Will they still treat me as the man of the house when I am not? How open will C want to be?

I’m getting cuckold angst when she hasn’t yet cuckolded me. (As far as I know.)

Oh God! Where is this leading?