During this pandemic, I have been reflecting about myself, a cuckoldress, being non-monogamous to james and how fortunate I am to be where I am today. Make of it as you will…BUT for me and james…our absolute love and honesty with one another is the engine that drives our cuckolding dynamic…it’s life affirming.
And I am grateful for the many personal connections and friendships that I’ve made in my journey as a queen of spades and black only slut…the sexual side of the social butterfly that james lovingly reminds me that I am. As I endure this pause with covid the thoughts about our dynamic that are exciting, fun and loving are always present…though admittedly the memories of being blacked running through my mind are more so and what I have been masturbating to…
That being said, if you didn’t know by now, hotels literally fucking turn me on. And why not? I feel so much sluttier when away from home. Not knowing what was about to happen, one of my last trysts that I had was just two weeks before the lockdown and I made it an absolute slutty 16 hours at a favorite nearby hotel. I love taking advantage of any hotel hotel room, and being the social butterfly, I planned for fuckings by two different endowed black men. I was hoping to have them together but with different available times I made the easy decision to extend my time being blacked by enjoying them separately. One Sunday evening, and the other the following morning.
After checking in Sunday, while I was dressing sexy for going to the bar, james set the room for the night and laid out on the bed what I would be wearing later for my fucking. When I was ready, we headed downstairs to enjoy a cocktail while waiting to greet C, my new bull for the night. Ordinarily when I meet up with bulls, hotel or not, james is rarely present…but this time was different. I wanted him to get a sense first hand of what I’d been describing to him in detail ever since my first meeting with C just a few weeks before and the selfies we took from the backseat of the car…leaving no doubt C’s raised blackness passed my size “test”.
“Meeting other men to fuck is always a liberating emotional time for me because I know I will begin to forget about james and focus on what will be happening…”
C arrived promptly at the agreed time…handsome and impeccably dressed with a friendly smile, and twinkle in his eyes, but it was the length of the bulge in his pants when he sat down that I really remember…I also don’t remember much of the conversation that followed because my only thought was that I wanted my hands on his blackness…and so much more.
james, sitting across from me and C, was reserved, respectful and later admitted in awe…he too saw what I saw…and knew I was getting very wet by the way I squirmed in my seat and the brief shyness that overtook me. He also knew at that moment I was about to forget him as my hot and sexy evening began to unfold. He knows me all to well…because I did forget him.
Wanting C and james to get better acquainted over a cocktail without me there…I couldn’t excuse myself to my room soon enough to change into james’ selection for the night…provocatively displaying fully my statuesque figure over a favorite sexy bodystocking, with heals…and open to expose my Black only private area for fucking.
Approaching the room alone, I was totally aroused with ‘butterflies’, the excitement of the moment, and my wetness. Entering the room, it intensified with the sexy atmosphere that james created before going to the bar…the lighting was dimmed, the iPad positioned just right, and my favorite playlist reserved for my trysts was playing. Not wanting C to have to wait too long I changed quickly and sent a text asking james to direct C to our room. To help me relax before he arrived I took selfies for james as I primped in front of the iPad in video mode. With C on his way up to the room, james was now alone to nurse his beverage in the practically deserted hotel bar…by that time it was just he and the curious bartender. james texted that he was happy and excited to see my selfies, yet knowing him so well, no doubt in Cuckold angst…and feeling the familiar tightening grip of the cage on “my” penis.
When I heard the tap on the door, in high heals, I tried casually to welcome C into my room. Admittedly I couldn’t wait to undress him and soon enough, sitting on the edge of the bed with him standing before me, I finally took his very long and thick cock into my hands and making it hard in my mouth. Following his lead, it wasn’t long before I was laying on the bed feeling his soft lips on my mouth and my neck..a truly erogenous zone of mine… and between my legs. His kissing and oral skills were intoxicating…I had never in my life been so close to a complete orgasm through oral sex and in that moment it became real that james had slipped from my mind and any thought for him was long gone.
The foreplay was hot and passionate and I was seriously needing to feel C push and drive his hard immense cock into my very wet pussy…but he threw in a twist. He wanted james to come up to the room to witness his impressive black cock…poised over me with his cock teasingly touching between my raised and open legs…and then having james push firmly on his naked ass to help drive his cock fully inside of me. What I loved was that C fully embraced our cuckold dynamic and without any cue from me invited james to share first hand why his wife chose to be fucked by endowed black men. Initially james was surprised to get my text message asking him to come up to the room…it’s rare that it happens. james later shared with me that when he saw us together laying on the bed he was in awe of C’s body and without a doubt intimidated and stunned at the request. But a willing participant, he did as asked and then with the breathtaking pleasure of C now deep in me I sent him home with instructions to return the next morning when summoned to drive me home.
After hours of very intense fucking and great conversation between times, C finally had to leave…for him the next day was a work day, but knowing what the morning would bring, I had “given” myself the day off. After he left I was so energized…and though I had this wonderful night in my hotel room, I couldn’t sleep so I began texting with james about the incredible sex I had and what he got to experience. But he also had an early morning so after awhile he said good night…we both knew the conversation would continue with intensity when I finally arrived home.
With a restless night, the morning couldn’t come soon enough. Being an early riser, I sent james a good morning text and decided to do a quick workout in the hotel gym and grab a coffee and people watch in the cafe. Since my pussy was still swollen from the night before, I wondered if my cameltoe was obvious to the sexy waiter circling my table…it certainly was to me…for whatever reason this particular AC Marriott has incredibly cute staff. Having enjoyed my coffee and the people scene, it was time to get ready for my bedroom romp with A who would be arriving soon. Those that have been following my journey know A. He often tries to schedule his client meetings near my home so daytime fuckings are nothing new for us but this time coming to my hotel at 9 am was definitely just as much of a sexy hook-up for him as it was for me.
Because I know A so well, and knew we would be short on time, I decided to keep my dress simple…sexy booty leggings and a soft revealing sweater. But I also knew A would then strip me down to my heels and I would let him fuck me as he wished. I kept the room atmosphere sexy with the blinds half open to bring in some soft natural light and had a classic jazz station playing. The bed was unmade and still lingered with the scent of sex from the night before as I took a few selfies to send to james before A arrived.
Going downstairs and meeting A in the lobby was brief…he was walking in as I got off the elevator so there was really no time for butterflies to surface. As A approached and greeted me with a kiss and with bravado took my hand leading me to the elevator, I made eye contact with the cute waiter. In the elevator I glanced over at his crotch and visible bulge while he leaned casually against the back wall but we weren’t alone and my mind could only imagine the foreplay that could happen at that moment.
A, handsome and athletic, still sweeps me off my feet every time I’m with him. He took control of the situation the moment the door closed. Kissing and with me teasing his swollen Blackness, he swiftly undressed and immediately had me kneeling on the bed with my head down as he slid my leggings down with my ass raised in the air witnessing firsthand my already swollen pussy and erect clit while his fingers also felt the extent of my wetness. Knowing what I had the night before had made him super aggressive and I fucking loved it. He wanted to hear every detail of how I was fucked by this other man and the things this man asked me to do for him that was unique to him. It didn’t take long for us both to cum making a mess on the sheets and “painting” my tits…and then it was over. We kissed and talked for a bit but A’s time was running out. As he was about to shower I mentioned sending james a text to pick me up but A was quick to say that he would like to deliver me to my husband. Insistent in his request I let james know that I’d be home soon. That was an absolute first for me to be driven home by my bull…it was intoxicating in its own way knowing my pussy was still leaking my wetness from the hot sex we just had.
When A dropped me off I couldn’t wait to share every detail of the morning with james but his work and us going to the gym left little time for it then…it would have to wait until later in the evening. Though as it would be, one of my favorite things to do after I have an intense daytime fuck is to go to the gym…there is something so sexy about doing a leg press and I can feel my sexed wetness saturate my crotch as I engage my core and push up the heavy plates. I always wear leggings that do the best job of showing my cameltoe for these workouts and the sensation of the wetness and the fabric seam rubbing on my still aroused clit is pretty fucking intense.
Later that evening together we watched the videos and looked at photographs as I described in detail the fantastic experiences that I had…having multiple black men fucking me and james again knowing and feeling what my empowerment over him does to him. It has become a sensuous power that I enjoy exercising…my gift to him, angst with sometimes pleasure. Afterwards talking with james, that I didn’t have to travel far this time to have an unforgettable fucking scene was liberating…it truly gave me a sense of victory if you will…a sense of possibilities that I can enjoy and get what I need and want locally…just call me a slut please.
I do know that though I crave Blackness and take every opportunity to be ravaged by my favorite black men…I always come home to james, my cuckold husband in chaste, with unwavering love for him…it’s visceral. It is almost an emotional masochism that james craves…and he loves it because he knows that love I have for him…and the power that I have over him…that I choose him…and I will always come home to him…and he will always be there for me. This emotional masochism that he displays is such a turn on to me. Whether it’s from me describing being fucked better than him by black men, him knowing this to be true listening to an audio recording with his headphones, or watching a video that I may have captured during my trysts…I see the paradox of pleasure in his body language and facial expressions. It triggers my inner slut for more…and makes me without a doubt knowing who I am say “why would I stop cuckolding james?”
I own james’s sexuality…I own my own…I control my kingdom…believe it…truth.
You are so arousing Queen Anne. What a wonderful effort you made writing out the details of you time with your Black lovers, The audio you added to the story is so hot, I love your oohs, moaning and screams. So hot so sexy and you have real class.
I am now 64 years old with a little white penis so I envy James place as your cuckold, I think what is the best part of the lifestyle for James has to be his being owned by a Black Cock Only White Wife that is happy and so sexually satisfied. Your wonderful!
Deep. Your reads are intellectual and stimulating. Thanks for sharing!
Thank you! So happy to hear that you enjoyed!
Did you and james ever create a contract where he officially gives you permission to have sex partners and to support your doing so, agrees not to masterbate w/o permission, submits to chastity, transfers ownership of his penis to you? Was there a ceremony with witnesses?
We have never had a contract, cuckolding for us is always evolving…and we constantly communicate…yes there may be a few expectations but no rules or contracts are necessary.
Love your details that you share, so sensual and sexy!
Amazing post, so sexy to hear about you and James and your amazing relationship. The music in your audio clips sounds great. Would you consider posting some of the songs from your list. My wife and I enjoy this lifestyle as well and we love having great playlists to use.
Thanks for everything you post, so fun to read.
Hi there, thank you so much…
Here’s a sampling of a few of my favorites:
Give it Away by Zero 7
Breathe Me by Sia
Let Go by FrouFrou
Dirty Little Secret by Sarah McLachlan
Thank you Anne! We’ll look those up and put them to good use!
Your blogs are outstanding masterpieces and I keep coming back to them.
One question though about James, is he always caged or only when you’re with your black Bulls? And if he’s not in cage, is he then allowed to satisfy himself?
I’ve not experienced long time caging myself but we have played with prolonged periods without intercourse up to a date. I feel a great mental change happening then where I feel more and more focused around my wife’s pleasure and less on my own. Even to an extend where I – finally released- couldn’t hardly keep an erection but had to use my tongue to satisfy my wife
Hi there and thank you for your questions! 🙂
As you know I own james’s penis so it’s up to me when he’s in chaste. He is almost always in chaste when I’m on my fucking dates and for the record…all of my bulls are black. ♠️ But at my request whenever I choose he will wear whichever cage I select for him. He has worn it for extended periods of time…I think a month or so being the longest duration, though I’ve come to realize that he needs to be without occasionally so that I can remind him how small he is flaccid and with an erection (created from my stroking) compared to my black lovers. He is not allowed to satisfy himself with his owns hands without my consent…though there’s no preventing his mind from causing his erection. If he does there will be consequences…♠️😈
Thanks for your reply, James is really a lucky cuck from what I read and it seems like he enjoys your leadership.
Have you noticed changes in his cock size and stiffness after longer periods in chastity? I understood it has never been impressive, but has it gone worse after being in chastity? From my own limited time in chastity I can see I’m small when released and have difficulties to become and stay erect. It usually goes back to normal in a few days. Without exactly noting it I think I need about the same time out of chastity than I spent in chastity to recover.
I have actually seen the same from extended periods without intercourse or masturbation. One should think it would help hardness, but I sometimes discover the opposite…almost only semi-hard, even though I do everything to get hard? Just the mental part of being forbidden to cum seems to have an impact?
Hello cuckoldress Anne…You look very sexy.Your husband is lucky man…
Hello & Good Evening Anne,
I have been following your story with James for quite some time now and you two are truly the epitome of a model cuckold couple/relationship. This latest article is no exception – superb writing, sound bites, and just the whole scenario that was both described and executed. It’s refreshing to read and visualize with sound a true cuckold couple in action.
Thank you for continuing to post your adventures!
I had a few questions about your relationship and the dynamic as someone who is in more of a stag/hotwife relationship but wants to be in a fully committed cuckold relationship (I am the male half).
1. Has James been completely cut off from any sexual penetration from you? Has that been hard for him? From James perspective, what are some methods mentally that he uses to cope with either no penetration or continued prolonging of penetration if it is allowed in the marriage?
2. Reading above, when your first lover asked James to come up to the room, and James was made to push your lover into you, is that something more along the lines of cuckold humiliation? I’m fascinated by it, but it begs the question with so much fake storylines out there….is that something you two practice? If so, how far does it go, creampie eating? or doing chores for your lovers etc? Is that something from James perspective that he wants or desires?
3. Lastly, and sorry for the long winded questions!!! – Will James be writing any upcoming blog posts? As the male half; I love when a true male cuckold posts his thoughts from his end. It helps for us that want to be cuckold males in our own relationships to get the feelings of someone like James who is living this lifestyle. I guess maybe in a way it helps to prepare someone who wants this to be a part of them.
Thank you again for all your content, you guys rock!
Thank you for your comments on the post!…james and I are excited by your perceptive response and thoughtful questions…we appreciate the interest!
I will try to answer some, but you are right that what might be more helpful would be james writing a post to share his thoughts…he has previously written a couple of posts but a new one is overdue…he would rather defer that it is my voice that is most important to be shared for helping other couples and women who might be interested in a very different loving relationship.
Some quick answers….we do not have intercourse but still have sexual intimacy that can result in me giving him a hand job or more recently my wand making him spurt in his cage…my orgasms are reserved for my black men…
james pushing C’s cock into me was not meant as humiliation but could be seen that way…it really was an action to visually emphasize my need which he knows and wants for me to enjoy…we don’t deliberately engage or “stage” humiliation as part of our dynamic…
and coincidentally “cream pie” with a very different perspective is my next post…
Hi Anne Thank you for this raunchy account of a day in your life. I can understand James’s exquisite agony witnessing & hearing your account of the extreme pleasure you obtain from extraordinarily endowed black men. But I hope you considered that he had earned the chance to be released from his cage & to spurt by your hand.
Thank you so much for your comments! james never has to ‘earn’ anything in our dynamic, there never needs to be a ‘reason’ for me to give him pleasure…I just do it because I love him and quite frankly it turns me on to control my penis….:)
Whow Anne this is so nicely written and the audio clips just add to the whole impression of your sexy meetings.
Are the sound files the sound track of videos or recorded separately? The sound quality is excellent, way better than my own attempts I added here recently.
How does your man take listening to these sessions? I have had my wife’s audio on my car radio for the past couple of days when I commute to work. Arousing and submissive at the same time to hear how she enjoyed the strangers cock
Thank you for reading and listening…and enjoying it!
The audio recordings are by my iPhone and the music sound tracks are actually playing live in the room…I have a sexy playlist that james has put together for me that is over three hours long and I love playing while I’m being fucked…when he gets a chance, he does such a good job of setting the room for my trysts. 🙂
james really loves the audios of my fuckings…he knows me so well and it plays to his imagination wickedly…but I also love it when we both listen together so I can tease him with the reality of why he is not in the room! 😲 ♠️
Your blogs are a sexy work of art all in themselves, Anne. Just amazing—and so hot. I love listening to the audio. Really puts us in the space with you and your lovers.
I wonder if you’ve ever considered recording a session with James where you and he are listening to a tryst and you are explaining to him why he couldn’t fuck you the way your lovers do? It would be interesting to us to listen in on that while you tease James.
Thank you so much! As a matter of fact I have toyed with your idea. Audio is such a great way to capture the true essence of an event… especially for a cuckold who knows his wife so well…but yes, to record the conversation that I have with james after my trysts would be fun…
Thanks again, Anne